| 02/11/2008 | torn | 44 | 2 |
| 18/06/2008 | ready to fly | 49 | 2 |
| 29/03/2008 | liar liar | 80 | 2 |
| 14/01/2008 | . | 95 | 4 |
| 04/12/2007 | OH TO BE FREE AT LAST | 99 | 5 |
| 28/11/2007 | inevitability | 57 | 3 |
| 14/11/2007 | growing up | 59 | 3 |
| 28/10/2007 | powerless | 64 | 2 |
| 06/09/2007 | a brick wall | 69 | 2 |
| 28/05/2007 | stagnant | 82 | 1 |
| 08/05/2007 | dying | 120 | 1 |
| 24/04/2007 | a poem | 73 | 3 |
| 12/04/2007 | worse than ever | 106 | 5 |
| 07/04/2007 | dead end | 96 | 6 |
| 06/04/2007 | internal observations | 92 | 5 |
| 05/04/2007 | strange | 110 | 8 |
| 24/03/2007 | cannot breath, want to leave this life behind | 114 | 6 |
| 17/03/2007 | fed up | 82 | 2 |
| 14/03/2007 | all jumbled up | 78 | 4 |
| 07/03/2007 | symptoms | 98 | 5 |
| 04/03/2007 | know what to do, need to move forth | 78 | 2 |
| 28/02/2007 | help me god, please | 120 | 4 |
| 16/02/2007 | foolish | 114 | 4 |
| 10/02/2007 | glass | 126 | 2 |
| 08/02/2007 | realisation | 75 | 1 |
| 29/01/2007 | fragile | 147 | 5 |
| 20/01/2007 | shame | 148 | 2 |
| 14/01/2007 | irony | 113 | 4 |
| 13/01/2007 | the end of all ends | 108 | 5 |
| 08/01/2007 | grateful solace | 108 | 2 |
| 07/01/2007 | insecurities resurface | 97 | 3 |
| 06/01/2007 | breakup | 115 | 5 |
| 05/01/2007 | continuum of fear | 102 | 3 |
| 04/01/2007 | ive become so numb | 102 | 4 |
| 15/12/2006 | choices | 110 | 1 |
| 11/10/2005 | absolute happiness | 227 | 0 |
| 11/09/2005 | i choose life | 236 | 4 |
| 14/06/2005 | returning in a newer light | 366 | 4 |
| 09/11/2004 | escaping | 640 | 1 |
| 31/10/2004 | back again | 643 | 2 |
| 06/10/2004 | unpleasant observations | 687 | 1 |
| 04/10/2004 | recovering | 684 | 2 |
| 01/10/2004 | changing | 677 | 1 |
| 28/09/2004 | progress vs motivation | 719 | 8 |
| 13/09/2004 | wrath | 724 | 5 |
| 08/09/2004 | losing weight | 778 | 5 |
| 07/09/2004 | disapointment | 716 | 2 |
| 05/09/2004 | questions questions questions | 750 | 4 |
| 29/08/2004 | disastrous | 777 | 2 |
| 27/08/2004 | scars | 1226 | 2 |
| 25/08/2004 | changes | 764 | 2 |
| 22/08/2004 | i cant live | 816 | 6 |
| 13/08/2004 | feelings of inferiority | 791 | 3 |
| 10/08/2004 | so many issues! | 811 | 4 |
| 10/08/2004 | confusion | 765 | 1 |
| 08/08/2004 | relieving dream | 788 | 4 |
| 06/08/2004 | why why why | 784 | 2 |
| 05/08/2004 | today | 766 | 2 |
| 03/08/2004 | anger | 800 | 8 |
| 02/08/2004 | thoughts | 766 | 4 |
| 31/07/2004 | remain positive | 773 | 6 |
| 30/07/2004 | return | 797 | 6 |
| 26/07/2004 | out of reach | 875 | 17 |
| 25/07/2004 | happier tone | 799 | 6 |
| 24/07/2004 | slipping away | 757 | 3 |
| 21/07/2004 | 2 paths; one descision | 751 | 1 |
| 20/07/2004 | fighting to survive | 780 | 3 |
| 19/07/2004 | being consumed by life | 809 | 3 |
| 17/07/2004 | digging deeper | 786 | 4 |
| 12/07/2004 | poems | 807 | 0 |
| 11/07/2004 | forever changing | 775 | 2 |
| 09/07/2004 | motivation | 814 | 3 |
| 08/07/2004 | the club | 802 | 0 |
| 07/07/2004 | self esteem | 835 | 4 |
| 04/07/2004 | escape | 804 | 0 |
| 01/07/2004 | party blues | 807 | 0 |
| 25/06/2004 | harrowing blackness of misery | 868 | 5 |