Public profile of: Alchemy

Email	-
Gender	Female
Age	43
Location	NSW
Homepage	-
ICQ / MessengerID	phoenixrises65@hotmail.co
Member since	9. Jun 2008
Last online	30. Oct 2008

Hello Folks

Thanks for dropping by to check me out... I appreciate your interest. Be kind now... a girl's sensitive about showing her bits.

I'm 43 years old and live alone with my cat Max in Country NSW.

A tough start to life, of dealing with incest with my father from ages 5-12, my mother dying when I was 15 and my discovering her body, of being farmed out after this to extended family who didn't really want me, being rejected by them too in the end, ending up on the streets, finding out at 18 that I would never have children of my own... led me into my first experiences with depression.

Adult relationships that didn't work out with both men and women and carving out... and sustaining a career for myself in the Health and Welfare Sector after having left my schooling before completing year 10... led to a varying experience with anxiety, depression, eating disorders, personality disorder traits, various neuroses and only recently a return to the desire to live, find peace and be free... after a particularly traumatic experience where I almost took my own life... the pain and humilation was this great.
That was then... this is now... I hope to get to know you over time and you me.

Cheers, Alchemy (Nickhy) aka as Phoenix at other sites