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Public profile of: hunni
Email
deearna_honey@hotmail.com
Gender
Female
Age
22
Location
perth
Homepage
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ICQ / MessengerID
deearna_honey@hotmail.com
Member since
4. May 2008
Last online
25. Jul 2008
im a 21 yr old, who cant handle wot life is throwin at me....
I went through live bein belted from my mother, then her and my dad split up and mum was tellin me it was my fault cos i use to cry... then she found my step-dad n before we knew it we were movin in with him.. long story short, i spent 7 year of him rapin me... he told me to keep my mouth shut n he would stop and he bribe me with all sorts of things.. then it got too much wen i fell pregnant so i went to the police... once again mum bashed me sayin i neva want to see her happy.
then he commit suicide leavin a nine page note sayin how he didnt want to go to jail n he loved everythin he did...
mum hated me since then and abused me more, i got kicked out and lived in my car for a few days before my mates found a place to rent and invited me to stay there... the beatings got worse and i become depressed with everythin that happened, i moved bak to mums cos i lost my job and it all got worse my health started goin down hill....
i was dignosed with depression, and in the last four mths a list of health problems such as;
*dangerously low blood pressure
* low B12 levels (where i need injections)
*loosin too much weight too fast.
*somethin growin in my blood stream.
*tumor on my ovaries
*sleepin disorder
*eatin disorder
*n my BMI indicates im underweight (doc has said if i loose another kilo his admittin me into hospital)
well there is the story of my life, n im soo lonely i dont know any one here as i have only just moved here, n too sic to even leave the house :(
by the way im Dee..
Date
Title
Reads
Comments
24/07/2008
was feelin ok until the psychiartrist appt
82
7
21/07/2008
tryin to b strong
47
3
10/07/2008
steppin forward
69
5
09/07/2008
I DID IT!!!!!! :)
69
3
08/07/2008
Today's (8/7) the day!!!!
74
4
04/07/2008
PAY IT FORWARD.....
70
3
03/07/2008
feelin empty :(
84
5
02/07/2008
Hit rock bottom but bounced bak up.
87
8
30/06/2008
May u rest in peace Leston
74
5
24/06/2008
Happy Birthday cate
86
9
20/06/2008
soooo true
96
7
17/06/2008
a lesson learnt
76
3
16/06/2008
wot kind of person am i?
86
5
15/06/2008
last nite birthday
59
3
14/06/2008
Birthday dinner an karaoke :S
119
9
06/06/2008
almost cancelled my pdoc appt
50
3
05/06/2008
Hooray for Dee
52
2
03/06/2008
Almost my second home - Hospital
73
5
31/05/2008
plz stop the debate
104
4
30/05/2008
ok. ive lost it!!!!
82
4
29/05/2008
another doc appt
45
3
28/05/2008
woohoo finally
75
5
27/05/2008
doc appt
60
5
26/05/2008
startin to isolate myself
64
4
25/05/2008
interestin
64
3
24/05/2008
feelin as tho no1 cares
73
4
23/05/2008
pdoc appt
48
2
22/05/2008
shakin,shock n numb
81
2
21/05/2008
am i safe?
82
4
20/05/2008
stoopid doc
74
4
19/05/2008
NEVA ENDIN :'(
59
3
18/05/2008
No more plz!!
61
4
17/05/2008
update ohh dear
59
3
16/05/2008
disappointed in myself
52
2
15/05/2008
Pdoc yesterday :S
82
5
14/05/2008
THIS IS NOT ME!!! :(
81
3
13/05/2008
do i scream or do i cry?
98
4
12/05/2008
where am i?
85
3
11/05/2008
worst day of my life :'(
120
5
10/05/2008
dads reaction, my reaction
102
6
09/05/2008
realised I AM STRONG!!
78
4
08/05/2008
cn i go on?
60
3
07/05/2008
make it stop :(
87
4
06/05/2008
y cnt i cope
102
5