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Public profile of: hunni

Emaildeearna_honey@hotmail.com
GenderFemale
Age22
Locationperth
Homepage-
ICQ / MessengerIDdeearna_honey@hotmail.com
Member since4. May 2008
Last online25. Jul 2008
im a 21 yr old, who cant handle wot life is throwin at me....
I went through live bein belted from my mother, then her and my dad split up and mum was tellin me it was my fault cos i use to cry... then she found my step-dad n before we knew it we were movin in with him.. long story short, i spent 7 year of him rapin me... he told me to keep my mouth shut n he would stop and he bribe me with all sorts of things.. then it got too much wen i fell pregnant so i went to the police... once again mum bashed me sayin i neva want to see her happy.
then he commit suicide leavin a nine page note sayin how he didnt want to go to jail n he loved everythin he did...
mum hated me since then and abused me more, i got kicked out and lived in my car for a few days before my mates found a place to rent and invited me to stay there... the beatings got worse and i become depressed with everythin that happened, i moved bak to mums cos i lost my job and it all got worse my health started goin down hill....
i was dignosed with depression, and in the last four mths a list of health problems such as;
*dangerously low blood pressure
* low B12 levels (where i need injections)
*loosin too much weight too fast.
*somethin growin in my blood stream.
*tumor on my ovaries
*sleepin disorder
*eatin disorder
*n my BMI indicates im underweight (doc has said if i loose another kilo his admittin me into hospital)
well there is the story of my life, n im soo lonely i dont know any one here as i have only just moved here, n too sic to even leave the house :(
by the way im Dee..

DateTitleReadsComments
24/07/2008was feelin ok until the psychiartrist appt827
21/07/2008tryin to b strong473
10/07/2008steppin forward695
09/07/2008I DID IT!!!!!! :)693
08/07/2008Today's (8/7) the day!!!! 744
04/07/2008PAY IT FORWARD.....703
03/07/2008feelin empty :(845
02/07/2008Hit rock bottom but bounced bak up.878
30/06/2008May u rest in peace Leston745
24/06/2008Happy Birthday cate869
20/06/2008soooo true967
17/06/2008a lesson learnt763
16/06/2008wot kind of person am i? 865
15/06/2008last nite birthday593
14/06/2008Birthday dinner an karaoke :S1199
06/06/2008almost cancelled my pdoc appt503
05/06/2008Hooray for Dee522
03/06/2008Almost my second home - Hospital735
31/05/2008plz stop the debate1044
30/05/2008ok. ive lost it!!!!824
29/05/2008another doc appt453
28/05/2008woohoo finally755
27/05/2008doc appt605
26/05/2008startin to isolate myself644
25/05/2008interestin643
24/05/2008feelin as tho no1 cares734
23/05/2008pdoc appt482
22/05/2008shakin,shock n numb812
21/05/2008am i safe?824
20/05/2008stoopid doc744
19/05/2008NEVA ENDIN :'(593
18/05/2008No more plz!!614
17/05/2008update ohh dear593
16/05/2008disappointed in myself522
15/05/2008Pdoc yesterday :S825
14/05/2008THIS IS NOT ME!!! :(813
13/05/2008do i scream or do i cry?984
12/05/2008where am i?853
11/05/2008worst day of my life :'(1205
10/05/2008dads reaction, my reaction1026
09/05/2008realised I AM STRONG!!784
08/05/2008cn i go on?603
07/05/2008make it stop :(874
06/05/2008y cnt i cope1025