| 25/07/2008 | dad | 63 | 4 |
| 20/07/2008 | ... | 91 | 4 |
| 15/07/2008 | Back from Canberra | 55 | 2 |
| 12/07/2008 | Canberra, here I come!!! | 59 | 4 |
| 07/07/2008 | Drama at home | 65 | 2 |
| 06/07/2008 | I am a bad daughter | 91 | 5 |
| 04/07/2008 | More progress | 61 | 4 |
| 02/07/2008 | I have moved to my new apartment | 76 | 7 |
| 25/06/2008 | I made it!!! | 105 | 8 |
| 21/06/2008 | I need support | 162 | 12 |
| 10/06/2008 | Take advantage of this time and embrace it | 58 | 3 |
| 01/06/2008 | For Peter/Surfer | 65 | 2 |
| 31/05/2008 | Progress on assignment and studies, short message for maple | 64 | 3 |
| 29/05/2008 | Positive thinking | 50 | 3 |
| 28/05/2008 | Not functioning at all | 83 | 7 |
| 26/05/2008 | For Gyps | 90 | 4 |
| 23/05/2008 | Short messages for nouse, hunni, gyps, babz, studying & cate | 110 | 6 |
| 17/05/2008 | Day four of being sick | 42 | 2 |
| 16/05/2008 | been sick | 88 | 7 |
| 12/05/2008 | My week 2 "change" anniversary | 67 | 6 |
| 11/05/2008 | OK day | 47 | 2 |
| 10/05/2008 | Many positives for today | 64 | 5 |
| 09/05/2008 | I passed my assignment =) | 50 | 3 |
| 08/05/2008 | Late for work | 51 | 2 |
| 07/05/2008 | I am up for my morning lecture - yay! EDITED | 96 | 8 |
| 06/05/2008 | Changing thoughts part 2 | 48 | 2 |
| 05/05/2008 | changing negative thoughts to positive thoughts | 54 | 3 |
| 04/05/2008 | day five of the "change" | 64 | 3 |
| 02/05/2008 | There is so much others can do, the rest is up to me | 61 | 3 |
| 01/05/2008 | Day three of being positive | 61 | 4 |
| 30/04/2008 | long day, managing alright | 57 | 3 |
| 29/04/2008 | change is very hard, but not impossible | 79 | 4 |
| 28/04/2008 | i want to disappear | 62 | 3 |
| 27/04/2008 | dad's birthday, exam tomorrow | 63 | 3 |
| 26/04/2008 | HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I LOVE YOU! ALWAYS!!! | 72 | 3 |
| 25/04/2008 | trying hard to distract myself | 80 | 6 |
| 24/04/2008 | can't do this anymore | 76 | 3 |
| 23/04/2008 | last night was bad - wish i was dead | 60 | 2 |
| 22/04/2008 | psychologist, morbidly obese, mental health, tired of living | 78 | 3 |
| 21/04/2008 | i bought dad's present | 68 | 4 |
| 19/04/2008 | still the same | 46 | 2 |
| 17/04/2008 | sick of everything | 104 | 8 |
| 16/04/2008 | feeling crap,stupid assignment,dad,starbright,studying,nouse | 74 | 3 |
| 15/04/2008 | Feel bad, Starbright get help!!! | 73 | 3 |
| 14/04/2008 | I want everything to end | 68 | 3 |
| 13/04/2008 | Assignment making me feel depressed | 65 | 3 |
| 12/04/2008 | blah | 55 | 2 |
| 11/04/2008 | Busy day | 84 | 4 |
| 10/04/2008 | Same crap, different day | 67 | 3 |
| 09/04/2008 | Same crap | 67 | 4 |
| 08/04/2008 | how much more of this crap? | 84 | 5 |
| 07/04/2008 | so tired, uni, dad | 90 | 5 |
| 06/04/2008 | i got a hair cut!!! | 85 | 4 |
| 05/04/2008 | trying my best | 113 | 8 |
| 04/04/2008 | struggling but pushing myself | 135 | 8 |
| 03/04/2008 | lost | 200 | 13 |
| 02/04/2008 | Very tired | 64 | 3 |
| 01/04/2008 | whats wrong with me? | 76 | 3 |
| 31/03/2008 | My day, kc, nouse, studying | 70 | 3 |
| 29/03/2008 | Anyone too scared to sleep? UPDATED | 105 | 6 |
| 28/03/2008 | So out of it today | 70 | 3 |
| 27/03/2008 | ... can't think of a heading | 84 | 5 |
| 26/03/2008 | Slighty better, work, dad, moderators | 101 | 4 |
| 25/03/2008 | My day | 62 | 3 |
| 23/03/2008 | i dont know what to do anymore | 81 | 5 |
| 23/03/2008 | I am a useless daughter | 78 | 4 |
| 22/03/2008 | still stuck in this hole | 62 | 4 |
| 21/03/2008 | been in bed the whole day | 82 | 5 |
| 20/03/2008 | breakdown | 111 | 6 |
| 19/03/2008 | soon - dad | 82 | 4 |
| 18/03/2008 | so tired, weak, feel like fainting | 67 | 5 |
| 17/03/2008 | thanks for comments on previous diary | 60 | 3 |
| 16/03/2008 | can't hang on anymore, lesley | 168 | 10 |
| 15/03/2008 | was an emotional wreck yesterday | 69 | 4 |
| 14/03/2008 | i know the reason i am depressed!!! | 76 | 3 |
| 13/03/2008 | worked for nearly ten hours!!! | 56 | 4 |
| 12/03/2008 | uni, weight watchers, work | 85 | 4 |
| 11/03/2008 | going downhill very fast - not coping | 99 | 3 |
| 10/03/2008 | Still feeling very flat | 60 | 2 |
| 09/03/2008 | had a very very bad day | 70 | 2 |
| 07/03/2008 | I got a job!!! | 85 | 4 |
| 06/03/2008 | was so anxious in uni, work, dad | 66 | 3 |
| 05/03/2008 | Exhausted! Job interviews | 61 | 2 |
| 04/03/2008 | Dad had a fall, psychologist, best friend | 89 | 3 |
| 03/03/2008 | Psychiatrist, dad, bad thoughts | 82 | 3 |
| 02/03/2008 | Failure - can't get a job | 88 | 5 |
| 01/03/2008 | House hunting, job interviews, psychiatrist | 66 | 2 |
| 29/02/2008 | Not able to make decisions, exam results | 70 | 5 |
| 28/02/2008 | going downhill again | 61 | 3 |
| 27/02/2008 | depression symptoms coming back | 83 | 6 |
| 26/02/2008 | Exhausted, plan for this whole week | 60 | 5 |
| 25/02/2008 | Exercise, uni | 63 | 2 |
| 24/02/2008 | Positive entry | 65 | 5 |
| 23/02/2008 | Busy day , tired , feeling low | 40 | 2 |
| 22/02/2008 | Dad's ongcologist, my day | 65 | 5 |
| 21/02/2008 | Trying to be positive | 40 | 2 |
| 20/02/2008 | Having the blues | 65 | 4 |
| 19/02/2008 | One more day to go | 59 | 4 |
| 18/02/2008 | Bad night yesterday | 63 | 4 |
| 17/02/2008 | feeling flat today | 62 | 4 |
| 16/02/2008 | Trying to lift my mood | 43 | 2 |
| 15/02/2008 | Exam preparation | 37 | 1 |
| 14/02/2008 | Events of today | 56 | 3 |
| 13/02/2008 | short entry | 71 | 4 |
| 12/02/2008 | Taking one day at a time, I got another job! | 64 | 2 |
| 11/02/2008 | Trying so hard to get better, I got the job! | 81 | 6 |
| 10/02/2008 | Another positive entry =)Comments please! | 112 | 8 |
| 09/02/2008 | I can do this - positive entry | 89 | 6 |
| 08/02/2008 | Feeling bad, can't stand this roller coaster ride anymore | 84 | 5 |
| 07/02/2008 | edited - wish i was dead, Psychologist, self harm, job, test, dad | 92 | 3 |
| 06/02/2008 | Hectic day, dad, failed test, job interview | 59 | 3 |
| 05/02/2008 | A positive entry for a change =) | 65 | 4 |
| 04/02/2008 | Hurt, not coping | 75 | 5 |
| 02/02/2008 | This is for dad | 96 | 7 |
| 02/02/2008 | edited - feel uselesss and guilty | 59 | 2 |
| 01/02/2008 | Brokedown in session today | 52 | 2 |
| 31/01/2008 | self harm, depressed, dad | 80 | 4 |
| 30/01/2008 | Tired and weak | 49 | 2 |
| 29/01/2008 | Feeling unloved, uncared for | 84 | 5 |
| 28/01/2008 | Trying to cope | 58 | 3 |
| 27/01/2008 | Can't think of a heading | 70 | 3 |
| 26/01/2008 | Positives | 71 | 2 |
| 26/01/2008 | Depressed | 94 | 2 |
| 25/01/2008 | Uni, Tired, Headache, Glasses | 68 | 3 |
| 24/01/2008 | Back from hospital | 83 | 5 |
| 20/01/2008 | Sending my love to all | 79 | 4 |
| 17/01/2008 | Not coping at all | 92 | 5 |
| 16/01/2008 | Positives - wednesday | 50 | 2 |
| 16/01/2008 | No strength left | 56 | 3 |
| 15/01/2008 | Depnet test - 91 , feeling low | 70 | 3 |
| 14/01/2008 | Feeling Bad | 56 | 1 |
| 13/01/2008 | Positives | 58 | 2 |
| 13/01/2008 | Numb | 59 | 2 |
| 12/01/2008 | Extremely depressed, feeling slighty better | 57 | 2 |
| 11/01/2008 | awful, horrible, miserable day | 63 | 3 |
| 10/01/2008 | Getting worse | 77 | 4 |
| 07/01/2008 | feeling low again | 94 | 6 |
| 06/01/2008 | Going downhill | 69 | 3 |
| 05/01/2008 | Dad - oncologist | 93 | 4 |
| 02/01/2008 | Exam, Hospital | 72 | 2 |
| 31/12/2007 | Stupid new year's eve party | 63 | 3 |
| 29/12/2007 | Sad, Tired, Migraine, Lonely | 56 | 3 |
| 28/12/2007 | Feeling low | 74 | 5 |
| 24/12/2007 | I need help | 81 | 4 |
| 22/12/2007 | I am back | 83 | 5 |
| 27/07/2007 | 10 things | 84 | 3 |
| 23/07/2007 | WhiteDove | 121 | 6 |
| 22/06/2007 | .....WD | 115 | 6 |
| 21/06/2007 | I need to stay alive | 105 | 6 |
| 20/06/2007 | One breakdown and one more to come | 91 | 2 |
| 19/06/2007 | Not coping | 104 | 5 |
| 15/06/2007 | Thursday & Friday & so on .... | 92 | 5 |
| 13/06/2007 | Tuesday | 97 | 3 |
| 12/06/2007 | No hope | 86 | 5 |
| 11/06/2007 | Sick, Exam | 75 | 2 |
| 10/06/2007 | Can't think of a heading | 76 | 3 |
| 07/06/2007 | I survived another day | 111 | 6 |
| 29/05/2007 | Good =) | 91 | 3 |
| 28/05/2007 | Chocolate cake =) | 91 | 3 |
| 27/05/2007 | ... | 103 | 3 |
| 16/05/2007 | Feeling alone | 137 | 6 |
| 13/05/2007 | Feeling better =) | 106 | 2 |
| 12/05/2007 | Sister - depressed | 102 | 2 |
| 11/05/2007 | Weak - no energy | 69 | 2 |
| 10/05/2007 | Not good | 83 | 6 |
| 08/05/2007 | Appointment with counselor, Sister, Thoughts, Life | 113 | 4 |
| 07/05/2007 | First GROW meeting | 85 | 2 |
| 04/05/2007 | Today - 04/05/07 | 79 | 3 |
| 03/05/2007 | I can do this | 117 | 7 |
| 01/05/2007 | Replacement Counselor appointment | 69 | 3 |
| 30/04/2007 | Assignments - boring entry - lol =) | 103 | 1 |
| 24/04/2007 | Recovery after breakdown | 106 | 5 |
| 20/04/2007 | I feel trapped | 112 | 4 |
| 19/04/2007 | Suicide attempt | 189 | 11 |
| 10/04/2007 | Second Therapy Session | 117 | 8 |
| 09/04/2007 | Chinese, Friends place, Uni work | 114 | 7 |
| 08/04/2007 | Describing my qualities =) | 66 | 4 |
| 07/04/2007 | Ramblings.... | 72 | 3 |
| 04/04/2007 | First therapy session | 109 | 8 |
| 02/04/2007 | Me | 103 | 4 |
| 01/04/2007 | Therapy | 94 | 6 |
| 31/03/2007 | Feeling hopeful | 80 | 2 |
| 30/03/2007 | Psychiatrist, counsellor, feelings, depnetters | 114 | 8 |
| 28/03/2007 | Back to square one | 80 | 2 |
| 25/03/2007 | Realization | 79 | 1 |
| 21/03/2007 | Dad 2 | 101 | 3 |
| 21/03/2007 | Positive things | 105 | 6 |
| 19/03/2007 | Dad | 124 | 3 |
| 10/03/2007 | Continue : "how i feel about my life" | 135 | 4 |
| 08/03/2007 | How i trully feel about life | 141 | 6 |
| 07/03/2007 | .... | 100 | 2 |
| 06/03/2007 | Counsellor | 97 | 2 |
| 04/03/2007 | Nil | 115 | 3 |
| 03/03/2007 | Making a new start | 181 | 4 |