| 23/07/2008 | Mad Cow | 57 | 4 |
| 21/07/2008 | Comprehending the incomprehensible | 66 | 7 |
| 15/07/2008 | I don't know why | 70 | 6 |
| 12/07/2008 | My lightbulb philosophising | 60 | 3 |
| 08/07/2008 | When all you can do is nothing | 89 | 5 |
| 07/07/2008 | My mental health paradox | 105 | 6 |
| 02/07/2008 | The Big Reveal | 60 | 5 |
| 29/06/2008 | Why do I bother? | 62 | 5 |
| 22/06/2008 | The surgery, the reunion and training | 51 | 2 |
| 19/06/2008 | I am free, and I am proud | 149 | 15 |
| 17/06/2008 | Fibromyalgia, essays and exams | 63 | 4 |
| 10/06/2008 | Study break | 65 | 3 |
| 07/06/2008 | The first house related drama | 52 | 3 |
| 06/06/2008 | A tough day | 57 | 5 |
| 02/06/2008 | Feeling trapped again | 101 | 9 |
| 27/05/2008 | The worst feeling in the world! | 76 | 3 |
| 23/05/2008 | The move and moving on | 64 | 4 |
| 21/05/2008 | My house, and something isn't quite right..... | 65 | 2 |
| 20/05/2008 | Detoxing, uni, more essays! | 49 | 2 |
| 19/05/2008 | When will I ever learn? And an atrocious attempt at prayer humour | 80 | 5 |
| 18/05/2008 | Can human rights be universal in their application? Wish me luck! | 51 | 3 |
| 16/05/2008 | Not again... | 66 | 4 |
| 13/05/2008 | Sad, but a rabbit out of my hat | 52 | 3 |
| 12/05/2008 | The darkness comes again | 68 | 5 |
| 10/05/2008 | I want to believe | 44 | 2 |
| 09/05/2008 | My mind is playing tricks on me! | 68 | 4 |
| 08/05/2008 | Sanity in an insane world. | 52 | 4 |
| 05/05/2008 | It's really happening | 54 | 3 |
| 03/05/2008 | Does anyone else find this? | 92 | 5 |
| 02/05/2008 | What is the price of a dream? | 69 | 3 |
| 13/04/2008 | 5 minute management course (joke!) | 79 | 3 |
| 10/04/2008 | I think I'm in shock | 67 | 3 |
| 05/04/2008 | Letting go of the past to move into the future | 55 | 3 |
| 02/04/2008 | 21 today | 97 | 9 |
| 31/03/2008 | DBT, X-Ray, getting old | 58 | 3 |
| 26/03/2008 | Psychiatrist, future, knees and housewife. | 57 | 3 |
| 19/03/2008 | Running on empty | 49 | 2 |
| 17/03/2008 | Myargh | 61 | 3 |
| 13/03/2008 | Ouch | 70 | 4 |
| 11/03/2008 | "The loner who longs for the cadence of her last breath" | 62 | 3 |
| 07/03/2008 | Making some progress finally | 66 | 3 |
| 05/03/2008 | Distressed | 97 | 7 |
| 02/03/2008 | Job and home | 77 | 3 |
| 01/03/2008 | I should be happy, but I'm numb | 78 | 8 |
| 27/02/2008 | Just nothing. Forcing through. | 60 | 1 |
| 26/02/2008 | Tears, knees and best friends | 46 | 1 |
| 22/02/2008 | My horrible night and public breakdown | 62 | 4 |
| 21/02/2008 | *POP* - that is my bubble being burst | 50 | 2 |
| 18/02/2008 | Tired but content | 57 | 3 |
| 15/02/2008 | I MADE IT!!!!!! | 57 | 4 |
| 14/02/2008 | The great uni debate - I just don't know | 77 | 6 |
| 13/02/2008 | Job interview disaster, frustrated and skating. | 57 | 3 |
| 12/02/2008 | When? | 51 | 2 |
| 11/02/2008 | Attitude and fear | 47 | 3 |
| 10/02/2008 | Confused, angry, happy, I DON'T KNOW! | 99 | 4 |
| 06/02/2008 | The sunshine after the rain | 53 | 3 |
| 05/02/2008 | Scars - advice? | 60 | 3 |
| 03/02/2008 | Embracing the emptiness. | 67 | 5 |
| 01/02/2008 | [Insert angry screams here] | 63 | 2 |
| 30/01/2008 | Uni, VicRoads and hospital | 72 | 3 |
| 28/01/2008 | Angry, angry, angry. | 69 | 3 |
| 27/01/2008 | Am I really still alive? | 70 | 2 |
| 25/01/2008 | Day two and it's even worse | 120 | 6 |
| 24/01/2008 | Day one and struggling badly | 113 | 6 |
| 23/01/2008 | Back home from hospital | 115 | 8 |
| 19/01/2008 | I AM NOT A FREAKSHOW DAMNIT!!!! | 157 | 10 |
| 17/01/2008 | Sick of it, hate it. | 120 | 6 |
| 12/01/2008 | I'm STILL my own worst nightmare | 76 | 3 |
| 09/01/2008 | On leave - quick update | 69 | 3 |
| 03/01/2008 | Going in to hospital today. | 94 | 4 |
| 02/01/2008 | Going into hospital | 96 | 5 |
| 01/01/2008 | NYE and resolutions | 76 | 4 |
| 31/12/2007 | Mental Meltdown and Happy New Year wishes | 61 | 3 |
| 30/12/2007 | I'm not going to lose, I'm not!! | 59 | 3 |
| 29/12/2007 | To hospital or not to hospital? | 161 | 10 |
| 28/12/2007 | Stitched and poem | 82 | 4 |
| 24/12/2007 | My wish for you | 74 | 5 |
| 23/12/2007 | Numbness | 66 | 3 |
| 21/12/2007 | The results of the Depnet Word Challenge are in!!!! | 120 | 8 |
| 20/12/2007 | A game - all deppie participation requested!! | 148 | 12 |
| 19/12/2007 | I don't recommend the services of Dr. Smirnoff. | 78 | 4 |
| 13/12/2007 | [Insert lots of swear words here] | 121 | 8 |
| 12/12/2007 | A note to the mods, wisdom teeth and junctions | 105 | 4 |
| 11/12/2007 | WHOOOOOOO | 70 | 4 |
| 10/12/2007 | Suicide (NOT mine) | 99 | 5 |
| 09/12/2007 | Gravity, study and hallucinations | 67 | 3 |
| 07/12/2007 | Hyperactive caffeinated monkey parties | 63 | 3 |
| 06/12/2007 | Bitter sweet symphony | 49 | 2 |
| 05/12/2007 | Still not sleeping | 48 | 2 |
| 03/12/2007 | Insomniacs anonymous | 82 | 3 |
| 30/11/2007 | Oh hell no! | 85 | 5 |
| 29/11/2007 | Oh f**k | 103 | 4 |
| 28/11/2007 | The government is finally being helpful! | 65 | 2 |
| 26/11/2007 | My curse | 103 | 7 |
| 25/11/2007 | My poor unsuspecting door... | 92 | 6 |
| 23/11/2007 | The lengths we go to. | 65 | 3 |
| 22/11/2007 | Big problem? Or no problem at all? | 68 | 4 |
| 20/11/2007 | A small victory | 51 | 2 |
| 19/11/2007 | Safer? Whatever you reckon!!!! | 60 | 3 |
| 17/11/2007 | Flipped again. | 74 | 3 |
| 16/11/2007 | The devil on my shoulder | 70 | 4 |
| 14/11/2007 | Two questions for you all... | 114 | 5 |
| 12/11/2007 | Oh for crying out loud! | 114 | 7 |
| 11/11/2007 | Terrorised again. | 113 | 7 |
| 10/11/2007 | Emptiness, boredom and the Maldives | 69 | 3 |
| 09/11/2007 | Psych, skating and results. | 78 | 4 |
| 07/11/2007 | Terrorised. | 96 | 4 |
| 05/11/2007 | Job interview and water. | 112 | 8 |
| 03/11/2007 | Curses on doctors! | 72 | 3 |
| 02/11/2007 | I DID IT!!! | 89 | 6 |
| 01/11/2007 | The List | 88 | 5 |
| 31/10/2007 | The law sucks | 98 | 5 |
| 30/10/2007 | Frustration | 76 | 3 |
| 29/10/2007 | Hate | 90 | 4 |
| 28/10/2007 | Skeletons in the Closet | 79 | 4 |
| 26/10/2007 | Inner critic | 78 | 4 |
| 25/10/2007 | The verdict is in | 87 | 3 |
| 24/10/2007 | Rant, rant, rant | 82 | 4 |
| 23/10/2007 | I want to take my inner critic and shoot her between the eyes. | 67 | 2 |
| 20/10/2007 | When all you feel is pain. | 101 | 4 |
| 19/10/2007 | One of those days | 75 | 3 |
| 18/10/2007 | MY FEET HURT!! | 75 | 2 |
| 17/10/2007 | As good as it gets? | 68 | 2 |
| 16/10/2007 | The surgeon | 81 | 3 |
| 15/10/2007 | DHS, CPS, work and scars | 89 | 4 |
| 14/10/2007 | Knees and brides-to-be | 72 | 3 |
| 13/10/2007 | Runover by a fleet of trucks. | 64 | 2 |
| 11/10/2007 | The world irrefutably sucks. | 88 | 5 |
| 10/10/2007 | I want to run | 84 | 4 |
| 09/10/2007 | Is this wierd? | 89 | 4 |
| 08/10/2007 | Just do it? | 88 | 4 |
| 06/10/2007 | Oh, help. | 99 | 4 |
| 05/10/2007 | Essay status (updated) | 108 | 6 |
| 04/10/2007 | Zombie Babz was in da zone | 88 | 6 |
| 03/10/2007 | Zombie Babz is in da house | 91 | 4 |
| 02/10/2007 | I graduated! | 97 | 5 |
| 01/10/2007 | DBT | 106 | 7 |
| 30/09/2007 | Does the secret to my downfall lie in my success? | 86 | 4 |
| 29/09/2007 | Dissociation? | 95 | 2 |
| 28/09/2007 | Back home again | 115 | 6 |
| 23/09/2007 | Off to hospital | 116 | 6 |
| 19/09/2007 | If procrastination were a sport, I'd be undisputed champion | 102 | 4 |
| 18/09/2007 | Too many thoughts in a very small space, Part II | 84 | 2 |
| 17/09/2007 | Too many thoughts in a very small space | 84 | 3 |
| 15/09/2007 | Talk about a bombshell! | 103 | 2 |
| 14/09/2007 | Conclusive proof that I do, indeed, suck. | 117 | 3 |
| 10/09/2007 | Read this, it'll make you laugh (promise)!!! | 104 | 5 |
| 09/09/2007 | What's the point? | 107 | 5 |
| 07/09/2007 | Another day, another doctor, another lecture | 109 | 4 |
| 06/09/2007 | Aaaaah | 120 | 3 |
| 05/09/2007 | I'M SO EXCITED!! | 126 | 6 |
| 02/09/2007 | And so the lights go out. | 102 | 2 |
| 01/09/2007 | Africa - the untold story | 127 | 4 |
| 30/08/2007 | Really, really manic! | 93 | 1 |
| 29/08/2007 | Doing my head in | 79 | 1 |
| 24/08/2007 | Focus on the positive... (diary tip) | 79 | 1 |
| 23/08/2007 | I FAIL AT LIFE!!!! | 95 | 1 |
| 20/08/2007 | Blah | 111 | 4 |
| 19/08/2007 | Bleeding and broken | 112 | 2 |
| 18/08/2007 | David (germinator) and why I feel so horrible... | 169 | 6 |
| 15/08/2007 | The flood gates are open | 110 | 5 |
| 14/08/2007 | Not alive, but not dead either. | 90 | 2 |
| 13/08/2007 | THEY CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!!! | 200 | 9 |
| 11/08/2007 | Something is very wrong | 139 | 6 |
| 08/08/2007 | "Mental Health Day" | 99 | 2 |
| 07/08/2007 | Someone pinch me. This has to be a nightmare. | 137 | 4 |
| 04/08/2007 | Bah humbug | 81 | 1 |
| 02/08/2007 | A hectic day | 76 | 2 |
| 01/08/2007 | I got through | 95 | 1 |
| 01/08/2007 | Slipping again | 141 | 4 |
| 31/07/2007 | Driving (I'm cursed), surgeon, anxiety group and psychiatrist | 117 | 5 |
| 29/07/2007 | Soul-searching | 96 | 4 |
| 28/07/2007 | ITS A CONSPIRACY!!! | 116 | 5 |
| 26/07/2007 | My awesome and s**t day | 94 | 3 |
| 25/07/2007 | Surgery and breaking the habit | 96 | 2 |
| 23/07/2007 | My addiction. | 143 | 6 |
| 22/07/2007 | So damn scared | 122 | 3 |
| 21/07/2007 | A toast... | 109 | 3 |
| 20/07/2007 | I am so so so so so sorry!!!!! | 232 | 11 |
| 19/07/2007 | The nightmare is finally over | 415 | 20 |
| 18/07/2007 | A joke | 114 | 2 |
| 18/07/2007 | Babz's Uni Epiphany (among other things) | 108 | 3 |
| 17/07/2007 | Epilepsy? EPILEPSY?!?! | 118 | 5 |
| 16/07/2007 | AAAAAARGH!!!! | 102 | 3 |
| 14/07/2007 | When all else fails... there will always be comfort food! | 83 | 2 |
| 13/07/2007 | WHAT IS GOING ON PEOPLE?!?! | 146 | 4 |
| 12/07/2007 | Freaky cleaning and mood stabilisers (your advice please) | 116 | 3 |
| 11/07/2007 | A change of tact | 131 | 9 |
| 10/07/2007 | San Remo, Vodka, Divi Vans and VicRoads. | 127 | 7 |
| 10/07/2007 | Some useful resources I discovered | 73 | 1 |
| 08/07/2007 | Some jokes that we can all relate to... | 115 | 7 |
| 06/07/2007 | CATT and driving | 99 | 3 |
| 05/07/2007 | And so I spoke... | 137 | 6 |
| 02/07/2007 | My thoughts after living with Natasha for 4 days. | 105 | 3 |
| 02/07/2007 | Babz's driving epiphany: thoughts on suicide, life and purpose | 111 | 5 |
| 29/06/2007 | Deppies, meet Natasha. Natasha meet deppies. | 96 | 3 |
| 28/06/2007 | Second DBT assessment AND people in your head - how do you cope? | 96 | 3 |
| 27/06/2007 | A story, and I promise - it does have a point (eventually) | 125 | 6 |
| 26/06/2007 | I don't understand.. | 121 | 4 |
| 25/06/2007 | I dunno | 109 | 5 |
| 25/06/2007 | Pondering the past. | 96 | 3 |
| 22/06/2007 | Angry | 99 | 3 |
| 20/06/2007 | A tired mind | 87 | 3 |
| 16/06/2007 | Heartbroken.. | 124 | 3 |
| 15/06/2007 | Finally, some answers... | 113 | 3 |
| 13/06/2007 | Cracking | 109 | 3 |
| 10/06/2007 | Back to it... | 88 | 4 |
| 08/06/2007 | A legal question | 125 | 3 |
| 07/06/2007 | My three days of hell. | 106 | 3 |
| 03/06/2007 | At my wits' end | 130 | 5 |
| 02/06/2007 | DBT, photos and diagnoses | 115 | 3 |
| 25/05/2007 | Struggling so badly | 100 | 3 |
| 26/04/2007 | Unleashed *evil laugh* | 131 | 3 |
| 18/04/2007 | New job | 94 | 4 |
| 13/04/2007 | Yay! | 97 | 5 |
| 11/04/2007 | Lost again | 103 | 5 |
| 10/04/2007 | Wise words - Donkey in the well | 102 | 6 |
| 09/04/2007 | Sun's brilliant idea: introducing Ben | 120 | 6 |
| 04/04/2007 | Holidays | 98 | 4 |
| 02/04/2007 | Birthdays, cancer, chiropractors and evil coaches | 108 | 3 |
| 30/03/2007 | Happy (and it feels good!) | 84 | 3 |
| 26/03/2007 | I need your advice, please read!! | 136 | 4 |
| 17/03/2007 | Long time no see | 104 | 4 |
| 19/02/2007 | Still here | 163 | 4 |
| 05/02/2007 | Tricked again | 239 | 9 |
| 30/01/2007 | Wise words and the finished poem | 108 | 4 |
| 29/01/2007 | Car accidents, poems and Chicken Korma | 171 | 5 |
| 28/01/2007 | Getting out | 129 | 6 |
| 27/01/2007 | I need a hug:( | 228 | 10 |
| 22/01/2007 | Finally some happiness | 149 | 3 |
| 21/01/2007 | The truth about friends and hospitals | 119 | 1 |
| 19/01/2007 | Uni (part II) | 106 | 2 |
| 15/01/2007 | Uni (part I) | 142 | 3 |
| 11/01/2007 | scared | 110 | 1 |
| 08/01/2007 | Home again | 120 | 2 |
| 05/01/2007 | see you later (not goodbye) | 110 | 2 |
| 04/01/2007 | Positive past | 96 | 2 |
| 02/01/2007 | Three things | 111 | 1 |
| 30/12/2006 | Hospital, doctors and drugs | 139 | 1 |
| 23/12/2006 | spinning around and around and around | 156 | 5 |
| 22/12/2006 | Work, ugh. | 152 | 5 |
| 20/12/2006 | Two sides to every story... | 158 | 6 |
| 19/12/2006 | End of year | 125 | 2 |
| 19/12/2006 | Introduction | 201 | 5 |