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Public profile of: keller

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GenderFemale
Age45
LocationSydney
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Member since7. Sep 2006
Last online25. Jul 2008
wife and mum
I have moved into wellness after having severe depression for nearly two years, I have been medicated and hospitalised and am currently under the care of psychiatrist and a wonderful psychologist.
My care team, depnet and my family saved my life in June July of this year, my aim is to continue to support others who are depressed and looking to recover.


DateTitleReadsComments
25/07/2008Right now I am tired and fatigues all the time.361
21/07/2008It is not about her it is about me.733
18/07/2008Willingness1088
15/07/2008sisters progress1158
13/07/2008I am an Island964
09/07/2008a swim and some insight844
01/07/2008I fight a personal war everyday to exsist.12410
29/06/2008How are you?754
26/06/2008I apologise to those in chat last night,1343
22/06/2008So on the whole and on balance today was probably OK931
19/06/2008the farce that is my life 14814
17/06/2008Rest assured friends I have not stopped my medication573
16/06/2008STOPPING1296
13/06/2008A long read....1197
11/06/2008UPDATEIm swearing and I am upset SORRY1277
06/06/2008writing ramble958
05/06/2008Forgotten how it feels to be free672
01/06/2008A NOTE FROM SURFER1399
30/05/2008I am overwhelmed by the compassion and support. 824
29/05/2008Tinitus and the blind woman776
28/05/2008OK686
23/05/2008Why do I feel better today?13513
21/05/2008Life goes on744
20/05/2008The Million Dollar ear part 2788
17/05/2008My tears are all dry694
15/05/2008down but not out....yet?625
11/05/2008The Million Dollar ear.948
09/05/2008more Drs, just when you think you cant take anymore, more comes..976
08/05/2008a life worth living?966
06/05/2008Little Cakes with Jam808
30/04/2008Started work today and I am buggered~! 746
28/04/2008precipice634
26/04/2008"Back to the Gypsy that I was"1044
23/04/2008just me884
19/04/2008THERAPY PART 2706
18/04/2008Therapy796
09/04/2008childhood home785
07/04/2008Busy busy544
01/04/2008Mansion704
27/03/2008i cant think of a title!652
25/03/2008Open letter to Moderators1817
24/03/2008still here593
23/03/2008Royal Easter Show Sydney917
19/03/2008Today is my 20th wedding anniversary878
14/03/2008“Cheers big ears”603
11/03/2008I made a friend today985
07/03/2008anger gone now saddness742
05/03/2008I seem to be feeling better604
03/03/2008I am tired of fighting984
01/03/2008wirralie gyps, Surfer, babz,B1935
29/02/2008This is how life is 702
28/02/2008hard really hard745
21/02/2008coming back (again)895
08/02/2008no clever titles today just a brain dump...14713
30/01/2008Things are OK just OK795
25/01/2008Loosing Blue592
18/01/2008Funeral for a friend..life goes on885
11/01/2008my second trip and this time I went swimming645
30/12/2007My first trip to the beach (without my sight)1427
25/12/2007I am fortunate to be here884
20/12/2007the best and worst year of my life 583
16/12/2007mindfulness542
13/12/2007So just what is normal?714
07/12/2007THIS LIFE GIFTED TO ME643
04/12/2007well well well...thats three holes in the ground!573
26/11/2007still going well!493
20/11/2007I am back fighting fit and strong!574
26/09/2007a good start562
25/09/2007Its all good!824
24/09/2007Today is a good day693
23/09/2007a void now that i am waking up661
20/09/2007I can see the progress in me 742
13/09/2007i think i get it682
11/09/2007I hope723
04/09/2007another appointment with the psych692
02/09/2007thoughts732
01/09/2007frank discussion with the psychiatrist854
30/08/2007birthdays701
29/08/2007why is therapy so painful for me?772
25/08/2007I am alone1083
21/08/2007more therapy802
17/08/2007the psychologists plan...mmm933
15/08/2007stale mate642
09/08/2007day not according to plan831
08/08/2007coffee and a good chat822
07/08/2007good days832
02/08/2007trying just trying831
31/07/2007tough day811
30/07/2007up at midday782
28/07/2007“Fake it to make it”822
22/07/2007home at last from hospital833
18/07/2007heading home soon753
09/07/2007EVOLUTION OF ACCEPTANCE927
04/07/2007FAITH GRACE TRUST844
03/07/2007THE WEAKNESS IN ME733
28/06/2007still in the hospital935
14/06/2007Taking a little time832
13/06/2007from the hospital1467
05/06/2007going in to hispital tomorrow 923
04/06/2007and just another day801
03/06/2007up and down952
01/06/2007for Heidi and Diana - you know who you are!1243
31/05/2007i need some support guys1236
27/05/2007?973
22/05/2007I went and it was painful1366
18/05/2007Fools Gold823
16/05/2007more of me962
14/05/2007IMAGES OF ME1264
11/05/2007I scored 50733
10/05/2007mindfulness972
05/05/2007proof and trust1042
01/05/2007What is depnet? A corperate drug comany or companies in disguise?30014
29/04/2007goals and actions and more1122
26/04/2007All right action stations now!!!!!1153
25/04/2007 Thank you all for your coments today i feel a little lighter1022
24/04/2007let down again1046
19/04/2007off to the funny farm1115
11/04/2007cant be all bad can it?833
07/04/2007lots of...703
03/04/2007my psych told me just keep writing853
02/04/2007last week i nearly blew the candle out1034
29/03/2007poetry of sorts "Dark the world becomes"702
21/03/2007But I'm a creep985
17/03/2007falling again742
16/03/2007a week i did what i set out to do782
12/03/2007back to work today682
11/03/2007high maintanence743
09/03/2007its not my fault781
07/03/2007CHAT ON CHAT1506
06/03/2007smile784
05/03/2007I feel good845
02/03/2007the storm (another poem)823
19/02/2007here and now1311
18/02/2007just need to write it down781
16/02/2007a legitimate smile1191
15/02/2007I should have known better, I should have broke free, there aint 1431
14/02/2007second session1382
07/02/2007these fluctutation of emotion670
04/02/2007heart to heart943
30/01/2007TWIST THE PEN1235
16/01/2007so long ago1203
02/12/2006THANKYOU1365
06/11/2006anyways1742
29/10/2006worst of all1743
23/10/2006nearly 2 weeks since i have written1531
11/10/2006hazy nad lazy881
10/10/2006things seem worse1142
09/10/2006up and down again1033
03/10/2006we meet again1073
25/09/2006had i not seen the darlness i doubt i could have seen the light1162
14/09/2006breakthrough of sorts1031
13/09/2006desperate I need to act but cant1052
12/09/2006round and round up and down891
10/09/2006alcohol and meds not a good idea1141
09/09/2006confused today841
08/09/2006where to for help1251
07/09/2006first writing1701