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Public profile of: bluewave

Email	rach_2608@hotmail.com
Gender	Female
Age	21
Location	Perth WA
Homepage	-
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Member since	15. Mar 2006
Last online	4. Sep 2008

hey guys I've used this site once and now I've returned. There is so much to say I wouldn't know where to start so i'll just list a few reasons why I've decided to express myself through this site

*The black dog is chasing me (depression) (present)

*I'm going to have a heart attack (anxiety) (less intense)

*if you step on my toe i'll say ouch, but cut me with a razor & i'll say "ahhhh" (self harm) (almost stopped for good!)

*No I haven't been food poisoned (bulimic) (have stopped for about 1 year)

*rope, sleeping pills, razor or maybe gas??? (suicidal thoughts) (fluctuates but becoming increasingly intense)

hope to talk lots and help give you guys advice too
xxxoooxxx

Date	Title	Reads	Comments
02/09/2008	Flat	37	2
31/08/2008	Negative, sad, crying	52	3
15/08/2008	I did the talk!	53	4
14/08/2008	can't do this!!!!!!!!!!!	71	4
07/08/2008	Just a quick one	53	2
22/07/2008	Help! I'm falling again	74	5
16/07/2008	Lonely?	72	3
15/07/2008	Sick and confused	42	1
09/07/2008	MIS-DIAGNOSIS 'Mixed State'	57	3
08/07/2008	The Test	50	3
02/07/2008	Some Inspiration For You All	58	5
01/07/2008	The long journey continues	39	3
25/06/2008	'Chin up babe'	62	3
23/06/2008	TIME to LOVE our BODIES	75	4
19/06/2008	Life is good	59	5
17/06/2008	I fall often but I get up, i'm not giving up	58	5
11/06/2008	Feeling so very ALONE	69	5
10/06/2008	Half Empty	41	2
08/06/2008	GREAT NEWS bout friend - Also I am smiling today	53	4
05/06/2008	DISTRESSED and Update on 'POLICE' entry	81	3
03/06/2008	THIS IS ME	81	7
29/05/2008	Time to get healthy	43	4
28/05/2008	Wish I had a cord I could plug into the wall & RECHARGE	67	4
27/05/2008	My body is being mean to me :(	92	9
21/05/2008	Drought In My Eyes	59	4
19/05/2008	God have mercy on us	73	5
18/05/2008	I Have Let You all Down :'(	92	7
15/05/2008	Not 100% yet :(	35	2
14/05/2008	If At First You Don't Succeed Try, Try, Try Again!	59	4
13/05/2008	I HATE my reflection	62	4
12/05/2008	love & loneliness	48	3
06/05/2008	With RECOVERY comes ANXIETY	40	2
30/04/2008	Rising Anxiety	56	3
29/04/2008	POLICE 3 & Various Other Matters	145	9
24/04/2008	HAPPY :)	55	2
17/04/2008	POLICE 2	126	8
16/04/2008	POLICE	116	5
15/04/2008	Thank you all	66	4
10/04/2008	A little SAD today	59	4
07/04/2008	sometimes my heart explodes	32	1
03/04/2008	PUSHING through the PAIN	45	2
25/02/2008	Good morning sunshine	48	3
19/02/2008	LEAVING my job	48	2
05/02/2008	DESPAIR :(	72	6
29/01/2008	'THE LETTER' continued...	82	4
25/01/2008	The BOSS, the LETTER	72	2
24/01/2008	Getting HELP	75	3
23/01/2008	7 Deadly SINS	86	4
15/01/2008	Discrimination and Sexual Harrasment	125	7
08/01/2008	Borderline Personality Disorder	66	3
21/09/2007	Free	54	1
04/09/2007	anxious	90	4
22/08/2007	He says he loves me & I say goodbye!	100	2
10/08/2007	blah	74	0
05/08/2007	broken down- HELP	130	4
12/07/2007	worthless	87	3
28/04/2007	I'm having an affair	202	9
25/03/2007	long time no see	85	3
18/02/2007	on the tredmil	143	2
15/02/2007	crash landing	134	2
07/02/2007	sober and better	156	3
04/02/2007	It HURTS, INSIDE and OUT	105	4
28/01/2007	Back to reality	144	2
13/01/2007	sunny days	70	1
09/01/2007	away	102	4
04/01/2007	ASHAMED	129	4
02/01/2007	relief	102	4
27/12/2006	PANIC	113	3
26/12/2006	scared! angry! confused!	131	5
30/11/2006	OUT 4 SUMMER!	117	3
11/11/2006	Alone but bad memories visit	167	3
05/11/2006	bad choices	159	4
21/10/2006	the walls are closing in	214	3
20/10/2006	UGLY	225	5
18/10/2006	not good, whats happening?!!	107	1
17/10/2006	my heart is breaking	143	5
11/10/2006	still walking	96	1
05/10/2006	sunshine today	84	1
03/10/2006	it's raining but the day is beautiful!	152	2
30/09/2006	ants under my skin	93	0
28/09/2006	help im lost	108	2
25/09/2006	When you lose something you can't replace	131	2
24/09/2006	rollercoaster!	101	1
19/09/2006	monthly anxiety	127	2
18/09/2006	keep moving	121	1
12/09/2006	I was lost but now I am found	117	1
11/09/2006	Please treat me right this time	118	3
07/09/2006	i don't know anymore	102	1
04/09/2006	;'( feel so stupid	130	3
15/08/2006	uphill	97	2
07/08/2006	FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!	137	1
24/07/2006	assert yourself!	110	1
08/07/2006	help	147	2
05/07/2006	Blaaaaaaaaaaaaah	114	0
03/07/2006	Thankyou & sorry	132	1
27/06/2006	can't take this much longer	168	5
15/03/2006	rushing thoughts	155	0

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