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Public profile of: Tazzy17

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GenderFemale
Age25
LocationVictoria
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Member since24. May 2005
Last online28. May 2008
Suffering Acute/Severe Depression, Anxiety/Panic Attacks and Borderline Personality Disorder. Was being treated but still having a hard time with it all. due to financial pressures and moving alot i was unable to continue my councelling.

have had depression since 1998, but was only officially diagnosed in early 2005.
i am engaged to the most wonderful, supportive man ever!. We are currently waiting for our first child to be born.

i studied information technology at T.A.F.E.

lived in victoria for most of my life. went to north western australia for 5 years (the WORST 5 years of my life!!!!)

i have been on several of medications for my depression,

i now live back in victoria, i hope to feel better soon, i understand that it is a long hard road, hopefully i am strong enough to make it through.

DateTitleReadsComments
28/05/2008managed ok...453
26/05/2008as if things couldnt get worse...513
18/05/2008that "friend"...542
17/05/2008nightmares... on special occasions??322
16/05/2008back on meds while pregnant...301
25/01/2008my mother... and other problems.532
12/01/2008OMG! i never thought it would happen!!!875
22/12/2007what to do?402
28/11/2007lonely412
20/09/2007empty491
16/09/2007hi im back...672
25/06/2007short entry871
23/05/2007negative and positive841
21/05/2007its been a while...993
07/01/2007ok situation change!943
04/01/2007wow things are tough742
21/07/2006havnt written for a little while.882
23/06/2006life in general.1041
17/06/2006my implant.1242
05/06/2006why do i bother???1271
16/05/2006more help.1315
08/05/2006pure boredom...1021
19/04/2006.....1321
17/04/2006self-loathing!1061
15/04/2006meds arent working... :(1050
26/03/2006my life :(:(:(1191
21/03/2006my appointment...1192
19/03/2006ooohhhh!!!!970
16/03/2006more appointments...1280
14/03/2006medication...1342
03/03/2006extreme lows1281
18/02/2006moving YAY1420
16/02/2006dis-respect!1413
14/02/2006thing are looking up! :):):)1250
01/02/2006money issues...1550
25/01/2006what to do now...1651
22/01/2006house hunting...1831
17/01/2006heya... still perpetually confused... 1912
15/01/2006having trouble...1912
10/01/2006family1631
06/01/2006his ex girlfriend!!!2472
31/12/2005hope the new year is better...1802
22/12/2005work?1951
20/12/2005how to recover??2133
19/12/2005still here, and getting support now.2073
18/12/2005am i bad - did i deserve it??2214
13/12/2005so so so tired...1951
24/11/2005had a good day!!!1911
19/11/2005bad days again...2281
17/11/2005good days ahead!2101
16/11/2005appointments...2322
15/11/2005friends...2031
13/11/2005inner strength...1971
12/11/2005honesty...2413
10/11/2005was supposed to be a good day!2112
09/11/2005was feeling positive...1902
08/11/2005what am i doing??2043
02/11/2005hey everyone2474
01/11/2005still sick - but a bit better...1793
27/10/2005sick again...2657
25/10/2005paranoia hits again!2542
22/10/2005home again...2011
21/10/2005very tired! (long entry)1922
20/10/2005the question...2574
14/10/2005a change in medication!2971
12/10/2005still sick...1932
10/10/2005feelin' sick...2183
08/10/2005looking well still...2402
07/10/2005feeling good today!2421
06/10/2005still here...2263
05/10/2005still confused...2433
04/10/2005so much going on...2463
30/09/2005doing ok..2753
27/09/2005had a good day!2222
25/09/2005just here...2291
19/09/2005home alone again.2502
18/09/2005still feelin' ordinary...2492
17/09/2005hmm... is it the paranoia???2481
16/09/2005heya hehehe2532
15/09/2005what can i do?2663
14/09/2005im still ok!2351
11/09/2005WOW!2985
07/09/2005from bad to worse!3014
01/09/2005damn it all...2724
30/08/2005whats happening?...2831
27/08/2005im still here2872
25/08/2005hello again3003
23/08/2005dont know what im goin to do3043
22/08/2005it may be ok after all!3013
20/08/2005i am the destroyer...3103
19/08/2005BLEH......3175
16/08/2005i have no idea...3063
14/08/2005hello, hello...3414
12/08/2005what the hell am i doin?3433
07/08/2005i feel very screwed up3215
06/08/2005think im getting better. yay3115
04/08/2005well im still sick...3236
03/08/2005i was getting worried...3512
02/08/2005im soo bad!3993
01/08/2005im sooooo lazy!3272
30/07/2005well i survived!3382
28/07/2005i made it through...3945
27/07/2005now im freaking out!3241
26/07/2005dont really know...3573
25/07/2005oh damn - what am i doing?3212
21/07/2005so confused...3372
20/07/2005anger and rejection...3531
19/07/2005im baaaadd3481
17/07/2005im feel very guilty3441
15/07/2005well - maybe im not alone3171
14/07/2005im ok i think?...3091
12/07/2005im still here...3350
11/07/2005meds...3881
10/07/2005better write something...3320
07/07/2005my best friend... and that guy...4252
06/07/2005feeling sick!3492
05/07/2005what have i done!3492
04/07/2005that guy!3581
03/07/2005my weekend...3632
02/07/2005my lonely weekend...3443
01/07/2005i am so stupid :(3904
27/06/2005after seeing my brothers...3763
24/06/2005visiting family.3975
23/06/2005i feel alone...3849
21/06/2005after work...3936
20/06/2005back to work...3744
18/06/2005mmm, not really sure...3936
16/06/2005feeling better...3513
10/06/2005all the same...3893
09/06/2005anxiety sux3817
08/06/2005trying to find hope...3752
03/06/2005no motivation...4795
30/05/2005feeling down...again.3761
26/05/2005what now?4144
25/05/2005just don't know anymore...4422
24/05/2005I'm new... 4366