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Public profile of: Tazzy17
Email
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Gender
Female
Age
25
Location
Victoria
Homepage
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Member since
24. May 2005
Last online
28. May 2008
Suffering Acute/Severe Depression, Anxiety/Panic Attacks and Borderline Personality Disorder. Was being treated but still having a hard time with it all. due to financial pressures and moving alot i was unable to continue my councelling.
have had depression since 1998, but was only officially diagnosed in early 2005.
i am engaged to the most wonderful, supportive man ever!. We are currently waiting for our first child to be born.
i studied information technology at T.A.F.E.
lived in victoria for most of my life. went to north western australia for 5 years (the WORST 5 years of my life!!!!)
i have been on several of medications for my depression,
i now live back in victoria, i hope to feel better soon, i understand that it is a long hard road, hopefully i am strong enough to make it through.
Date
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Comments
28/05/2008
managed ok...
45
3
26/05/2008
as if things couldnt get worse...
51
3
18/05/2008
that "friend"...
54
2
17/05/2008
nightmares... on special occasions??
32
2
16/05/2008
back on meds while pregnant...
30
1
25/01/2008
my mother... and other problems.
53
2
12/01/2008
OMG! i never thought it would happen!!!
87
5
22/12/2007
what to do?
40
2
28/11/2007
lonely
41
2
20/09/2007
empty
49
1
16/09/2007
hi im back...
67
2
25/06/2007
short entry
87
1
23/05/2007
negative and positive
84
1
21/05/2007
its been a while...
99
3
07/01/2007
ok situation change!
94
3
04/01/2007
wow things are tough
74
2
21/07/2006
havnt written for a little while.
88
2
23/06/2006
life in general.
104
1
17/06/2006
my implant.
124
2
05/06/2006
why do i bother???
127
1
16/05/2006
more help.
131
5
08/05/2006
pure boredom...
102
1
19/04/2006
.....
132
1
17/04/2006
self-loathing!
106
1
15/04/2006
meds arent working... :(
105
0
26/03/2006
my life :(:(:(
119
1
21/03/2006
my appointment...
119
2
19/03/2006
ooohhhh!!!!
97
0
16/03/2006
more appointments...
128
0
14/03/2006
medication...
134
2
03/03/2006
extreme lows
128
1
18/02/2006
moving YAY
142
0
16/02/2006
dis-respect!
141
3
14/02/2006
thing are looking up! :):):)
125
0
01/02/2006
money issues...
155
0
25/01/2006
what to do now...
165
1
22/01/2006
house hunting...
183
1
17/01/2006
heya... still perpetually confused...
191
2
15/01/2006
having trouble...
191
2
10/01/2006
family
163
1
06/01/2006
his ex girlfriend!!!
247
2
31/12/2005
hope the new year is better...
180
2
22/12/2005
work?
195
1
20/12/2005
how to recover??
213
3
19/12/2005
still here, and getting support now.
207
3
18/12/2005
am i bad - did i deserve it??
221
4
13/12/2005
so so so tired...
195
1
24/11/2005
had a good day!!!
191
1
19/11/2005
bad days again...
228
1
17/11/2005
good days ahead!
210
1
16/11/2005
appointments...
232
2
15/11/2005
friends...
203
1
13/11/2005
inner strength...
197
1
12/11/2005
honesty...
241
3
10/11/2005
was supposed to be a good day!
211
2
09/11/2005
was feeling positive...
190
2
08/11/2005
what am i doing??
204
3
02/11/2005
hey everyone
247
4
01/11/2005
still sick - but a bit better...
179
3
27/10/2005
sick again...
265
7
25/10/2005
paranoia hits again!
254
2
22/10/2005
home again...
201
1
21/10/2005
very tired! (long entry)
192
2
20/10/2005
the question...
257
4
14/10/2005
a change in medication!
297
1
12/10/2005
still sick...
193
2
10/10/2005
feelin' sick...
218
3
08/10/2005
looking well still...
240
2
07/10/2005
feeling good today!
242
1
06/10/2005
still here...
226
3
05/10/2005
still confused...
243
3
04/10/2005
so much going on...
246
3
30/09/2005
doing ok..
275
3
27/09/2005
had a good day!
222
2
25/09/2005
just here...
229
1
19/09/2005
home alone again.
250
2
18/09/2005
still feelin' ordinary...
249
2
17/09/2005
hmm... is it the paranoia???
248
1
16/09/2005
heya hehehe
253
2
15/09/2005
what can i do?
266
3
14/09/2005
im still ok!
235
1
11/09/2005
WOW!
298
5
07/09/2005
from bad to worse!
301
4
01/09/2005
damn it all...
272
4
30/08/2005
whats happening?...
283
1
27/08/2005
im still here
287
2
25/08/2005
hello again
300
3
23/08/2005
dont know what im goin to do
304
3
22/08/2005
it may be ok after all!
301
3
20/08/2005
i am the destroyer...
310
3
19/08/2005
BLEH......
317
5
16/08/2005
i have no idea...
306
3
14/08/2005
hello, hello...
341
4
12/08/2005
what the hell am i doin?
343
3
07/08/2005
i feel very screwed up
321
5
06/08/2005
think im getting better. yay
311
5
04/08/2005
well im still sick...
323
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03/08/2005
i was getting worried...
351
2
02/08/2005
im soo bad!
399
3
01/08/2005
im sooooo lazy!
327
2
30/07/2005
well i survived!
338
2
28/07/2005
i made it through...
394
5
27/07/2005
now im freaking out!
324
1
26/07/2005
dont really know...
357
3
25/07/2005
oh damn - what am i doing?
321
2
21/07/2005
so confused...
337
2
20/07/2005
anger and rejection...
353
1
19/07/2005
im baaaadd
348
1
17/07/2005
im feel very guilty
344
1
15/07/2005
well - maybe im not alone
317
1
14/07/2005
im ok i think?...
309
1
12/07/2005
im still here...
335
0
11/07/2005
meds...
388
1
10/07/2005
better write something...
332
0
07/07/2005
my best friend... and that guy...
425
2
06/07/2005
feeling sick!
349
2
05/07/2005
what have i done!
349
2
04/07/2005
that guy!
358
1
03/07/2005
my weekend...
363
2
02/07/2005
my lonely weekend...
344
3
01/07/2005
i am so stupid :(
390
4
27/06/2005
after seeing my brothers...
376
3
24/06/2005
visiting family.
397
5
23/06/2005
i feel alone...
384
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21/06/2005
after work...
393
6
20/06/2005
back to work...
374
4
18/06/2005
mmm, not really sure...
393
6
16/06/2005
feeling better...
351
3
10/06/2005
all the same...
389
3
09/06/2005
anxiety sux
381
7
08/06/2005
trying to find hope...
375
2
03/06/2005
no motivation...
479
5
30/05/2005
feeling down...again.
376
1
26/05/2005
what now?
414
4
25/05/2005
just don't know anymore...
442
2
24/05/2005
I'm new...
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