My story

This is Me

Written by scarchild

Hello. My name is Bianca. I am 19 years old, I have Multiple Sclerosis, Clinical Depression, Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder and possibly Aspergers Syndrome.

I was in foster care my whole life, and now Im living with my mum and step-dad. I have attempted suicide multiple times, and have urges every day. Everyone tells me Im 'too young' to have decided to die. Ive probably been through more than they ever will.

I was raped at age 2, Then again at age 7, then again at age 13 which was when I fell pregnant with a little girl. I never got the chance to have her though, because the 'father' who had drugged me so him and his friends could gang rape me beat the crap out of me and I miscarried at 5 months.

Last time I tried to kill myself I was raped again the night I was released from the Mental Ward.