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Ring

Written by ferda

Im in a ring by myself ...
I stand in the middle with all lights in my face. Bright lights and I see no spectators. I hear them though. They are watching me..I can hear them.

I try to be strong and stand in the centre but Im slapped on my face and I fall down... I am on the ground...I gather my strength and I get on my knees and then stand up again. I try to gather my strength again to keep standing but then I get slapped again and I can see how I am falling and the hard ground is closer and closer.

How many times should I try to stand up and keep on trying? How many time till I decide to stay on the cold, hard ground and stop trying?

I can hear them watching....