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liar liar

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Written by cristina 29. Mar 2008 09:29 PM

so screwed. caught in a huge bubble of lies. too far in to get myself out now.
making others believe im ill..when im not.
making others believe im someone ill never be.
so afraid.
so insecure.
so...
helpless.
how did i get here?

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Comments from the community:

hey cristina,

You need to be honest with yourself before you can be honest with others, this might be a good start for you.
You have taken the first step by admitting you are not being truthful, so now think about how you can make things easier on yourself and not hurt yourself anymore.Don't think of others at this stage, you have the illness, not them and you need help.
Do you have a doctor you can speak to and explain the situation? I hope so, as talking things through will make it all a bit clearer.

Please get help Cristina,

Luv Nouse

Written by Nouse, 29. Mar 2008 10:59 PM

Cristina

Great step to admitting you need to tell the truth to yourself. Once you start doing that, things will get easier with other people.

Take baby steps and don't be like a bull in a china shop and tell everyone everything at once. It is a matter of people who need to know and their importance and working from their.

Go Cristina!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 30. Mar 2008 03:22 AM