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a brick wall

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Written by cristina 6. Sep 2007 12:03 AM

i feel like i am walking into a brick wall, the wounds getting bigger and bigger with each step i take, the path leading no where.. just back to the start.

i have turned to self-harming.

crying every single day, miserable sobs. real crying.

filipe torturing me mentally.

he's so abusive. im so weak.

ive failed everyone. ive failed myself.

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Comments from the community:

Hi Cristina
I am one of the Depnet moderators.
I am very worried about your post, it sounds like you are in quite a bad way right now.
Although I am sure that you get lots of support here on Depnet, there are times when the internet is not sufficient and you have to discuss your experiences with someone face-to-face.
I am not sure whether or not you are seeing a health care professional/counselor at present.
If you are, I think that you need to get an urgent appointment with this person.
If not, I would advise you to see your local GP, or to go to the ED of your local hospital to get help.
There are emergency numbers listed on Depnet too, for resources in your area.
I do not think that you are a failure at all, you deserve to get better, please get help now.
Femm

Written by Deleted_User, 6. Sep 2007 11:27 AM

Cristina

Go and get some help/see someone professional to solve how you are feeling.

Go Cristina!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 6. Sep 2007 09:28 PM

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