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feelings of inferiority

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Written by cristina 13. Aug 2004 01:44 AM

tonight i went to my school production; Oklahoma. it was an average kind of play but i found myself in awe of the main character who was a guy. not only was he a beautiful singer and dancer but he was also so unbelievably cute and i think almost every girl fell in love. after the production myself and 2 other friends went behind stage to congradulate everyone. and he was standing there. and my friends ran up to him. and they went crazy and hugged him and he laughed and exchanged mobile numbers. and i stood there unable to do anything and he never looked once at me.

am i really that ugly? what should i do? what can i do? how do i gain the confidence? im lost.

everyone is so much better and prettier than me; i wish i could be someone other than myself because then i would feel only liberation and nothing more. bloody hell.

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Comments from the community:

Hey Cristina Ballerina,
No-one is better than you. Or prettier. Only in your eyes. There is something nice about everyone. Do you like your hair? or eyes? or teeth? or height? Find one beautiful feature and try to accentuate it. Please do not compare yourself to anyone else because you are beautiful, special and unique.
You will feel better if you make the most of your features and try to start loving and approving of yourself. Wishing to be someone else is a waste of the beautiful person that you are.
Keep on blossoming.
The sun outshines the moon. But I still am entranced by the moon. I prefer it to the glaring sun sometimes. You are the moon wishing to be the sun.
Love from Image 000xxx000

Written by Anonymous, 13. Aug 2004 02:46 AM

" OH BLESS YOU IMAGE! ".

" Cristina what beautiful and empowering words of support Image has left you with ". " Please read them often and rejoice in them ".

" You are BEAUTIFUL, SPECAIL & UNIQUE ", " there is now body else like you ", " embrace that power within you.

" I send MUCH LOVE & SUPPORT " ((((( HUGS )))))

Written by Anonymous, 14. Aug 2004 02:35 AM

One of the biggest things you can celebrate is being you, someone unique. Look around you, not everyone who is happy, acheiving success and maybe even in love with somebody else is drop dead gorgeous and so fabulous in every department. Quite often we fall in love with people because of what they do to be happy or how they've made an impression on us about who they are. If its not your style to act in the same way as others that's ok, people will always like, love and accept you if you show them who you are. Dive deep, you have to know who you are first.

Written by andre, 17. Aug 2004 01:29 AM

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