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A page in the diary "My Dairy"
Written by cristina 10. Feb 2007 06:50 PM

i am scared that one day i will become transparent and break. every piece of me, every fragment, will scatter in remnants around the feet of those who always doubted me and finally i will understand they were right all along. others who thought the world of me will realise my inferior fragility and step on me, breaking me into smaller pieces until finally only an opaque dust remains and there is nothing else left to me, nothing to see beyond, nothing to re-create. i will be finished, and i will be defeated. i am scared.

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cristina

You are sounding in a fragile state. Hopefully it won't last long and you will realise you are making a valuable contribution in the world. Baby steps and you will get there.

Studying1

Written by studying1, 10. Feb 2007 09:37 PM

Cristina, you are not alone! I too feel very fragile sometimes, a bit like people are going to discover what a fraud I am. But you are stronger than you think you are Cristina, you have posted the way you feel for others to see and learn from, so many take the easy way out and keep quiet about their feelings (me for one). Being open about the way you feel will be the reason you will overcome your painful feelings, talk to others and say what you are feeling. Stay this course Cristina, you have made a brave step.

With love, Will.

Written by Will84, 10. Feb 2007 11:02 PM

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