Exhausted
A page in the diary "The Daydreaming Student of Life"
Written by a-Leng 5. Feb 2007 04:43 PM
I couldn't get to sleep last night. I think it's to do partially with the heat, and partially to do with me thinking too much about my current situation (please refer to the entry before this one if you want to know the details).
I hate all this waiting, I've been waiting since late last year for the uni to do their part in deciding whether I can continue to study it's really frustrating knowing I can't do things as quickly as I can and get them out of the way.
My eyes are sore but the only things I feel like doing require me to read or stare at a screen or both. I also keep sighing today for no apparent reason, it's weird.
Just yesterday and today I've been telling people I'll cope with my problems as far as my uncertain future goes....and I still think things will work out but I'm starting to feel the symptoms of depression creep up again.
My mum is worried, and I think so is my brother to some extent. My mum is mainly worried that I wasn't getting enough sleep because in the past I've gotten depressed or too hypoactive as a result of not sleeping enough.
I'll be seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow which is good, I'll be able to tell her about my situation and how I'm feeling.