What a week!
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Written by smokinshar 11. Oct 2008 02:32 AM
Hi all, thanks for all your comments. I really feel quite alone in all this.
I was late for work today as I had another argument with hubby and couldnt get to sleep for ages. I basically 'kicked him' again into action for i dont know how long this time.
I feel like a bitch though. Am i kicking him when hes down so to speak. I refused to do some things like shopping, my housework and tidying. He didnt like that cause he had no choice.
His memory is not good at the moment, he forgot to turn dishwasher on so we had dirty dishes to wake up to, which really annoyed me. Cause my brain needs a rest. I just cant think of everything. The kids were late for school every day this week cause he couldnt wake up or get up. Not like i didnt try and wake him up. I refuse to drive kids to school before going on to work. Ive had enough.
He used to be reliable before this crap happened and now hes not. The kids run riot while he sleeps most of the time. Then i come home exhausted, have a nap and get into it all again.
The kids wonder why i dont spend much time with them.
Anyway, im taking them swimming tomorrow with a friend and her kids while hubby watches bathhurst. Maybe ill get to see the finish!!
Bye for now
Shar.
PS. Ill be going to health nurse as soon as i can.
Take care all.