alrighty =)
A page in the diary "A useless piece of carp- yes I meant to spell it that way"
Written by nothingnew 5. Jul 2008 04:19 PM
today is Saturday...
It is half overcast half sunny...
I realised that the reason I was feeling down before was because in my haste to make it to school by 8am, I had forgotten to take my meds 2 days in a row.
School is over for the term... Trial HSC exams over... now I have 2 weeks of holidays, 10 weeks of school, 2 weeks of holidays and then 3 weeeks of HSC exams, and then I am finished school forever. I have mixed feelings about that, especially since this year has been such a trial so far.
Lost my 3 closest friends when I was diagnosed with depression... they just... left.. but I have recovered from the shock of that.
So many things have happened, and they sure aren't what I was expecting when I wrote down my goals for the year in January... well at least now my brain is back on track to work towards those goals again.
Im going to turn 17 in a mere 25 days... I dont want to be 17.. although I am less inclined to run away from it today even if I am really tired and bored out of my brains.
Oh and I was really suprised by the comments left on my last entry.. wasn't expecting it.. but then again, if there's one thing I've learnt this year, its that things never turn out how you expect them to =)