Days feel like you are on a scenic railway
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Written by salbon 22. Jul 2008 01:56 AM
Sometimes you feel like the train is going up a steep learning curb, learning to live with this thing they call depression> Is one of the hardest learning curbs I ever had to have done.
Sometimes you feel like you are going down in the train as fast as hell, everything out of control.
Then other moments you have a reprieve and the train, gives you time to take a breath and these moments are bearable.
Lets hope, as time goes on the hills are less steep, and less dips.
The Drs. say the drugs take a good 4 - 6 weeks to work properly.
The Drs. say deal with the employer and the Dr. who has ripped your shoulder and damaged your back, deal woth the anger.
The pain is there everyday, it makes me angry that they get away with it.
How the hell do you let that go/