About depression Help with depression Help for relatives Society DepNet Community My Depression

Read diary

enough is enough

A page in the diary "dewdrop"
Written by dewdrop 13. Jul 2008 10:52 PM

Thats it!

I've had it with you stupid emotions, you have controlled me for the last time.

Iam so over crying over nothing, losing my temper for the smallest thing.

I love my family too much to allow you to control me any more.

Thats it!

Tomorrow i am heading down to the gp and getting rid of you, going to ask her for meds.

I cant hack it, i even was shouted out to a good movie and lunch but that still did not list your spirits.

Enough is enough.

I do not want to be a walking zombie any more, i do not want to become my mother. I will and i AM going to do something about this.

No more locking myself or my kids in their rooms so i dont lose myself.

I hated growing up in a family like that so i despise the fact that my kids are living my nightmare.

Begone!

« Prev page | Next page »
 

Comments from the community:

Wow! You go girl! :) Brave, fighting words.

Love it!

Written by g463, 13. Jul 2008 11:33 PM

Good Girl

You can be free. You can make things better for yourself and your kids.

Go To It!!!!!

A new you starts today!!!!!!

Written by dscott, 14. Jul 2008 06:57 AM

Dewdrop,

I am so glad for you that you have taken this first step.

I hope you keep up the momentum. And remember we are

all here to help you along the way, you're not alone.

Written by Lorelai, 14. Jul 2008 11:57 AM

dewdrop,

Congratulations on your decision to move forward and tackle the emotions. Your family will only see this as a positive as we all here on depnet do.

Such an inspirational entry. Get in there and keep up the fantastic work. You truely are a fighter.

Written by Mumof2, 14. Jul 2008 03:54 PM