Find me a rock
A page in the diary "dewdrop"
Written by dewdrop 1. Jul 2008 06:01 PM
... to curl under.
Woke up and was ill, this is normal for me. It occurs at least once or more times a week. Been occuring for years and years. No docs have found a reason for my ill occurrace. Ive even had invasive tests to no avail.
Pop a tablet and move on with my day, as per usual. So used to being ill that i just move on past it.
Extreme foggy head Today, matches the weather i guess lol. Wind could blow through my ears and not bump into anything Today.
I just wanna curl up in a ball and sleep my day away.
Cant, need to work. More sadness, only have $20 left and i dont get paid till the Following Friday, no idea how i am going to get money for petrol to get to work next week. Cant take time off work as i dont get sick days.
Stress that i dont need on my foggy day.
Hate days like this, driving is hard i just day dream away. Always been good at multi tasking, day dream and drive. *thankfully* eyes straight ahead taking in the day around me. Yet head is hiding under that rock my body is craving for.
1 more hour till i get to go home, then i just have to battle the kids through the dinner and bed routine till i can crumple into a heap.
Was so proud of my monkeys yesterday. They are both getting somewhere with toilet training. Made the day easier with not having to worry about changing nappies lol. Yesterday was a curl up under a rock day too. Luckily my dad was home and spent heaps of time with us so the kids didnt notice my lack of energy.
Body feels numb, head feels foggy. At least my fingers are working :)
Roll on 7:30pm when my monkeys are in bed and my day ends and i made it through another day.