what a relief
A page in the diary "dewdrop"
Written by dewdrop 27. Jun 2008 04:29 PM
Went to see my student adviser Today, hubby decided to come with me and let kids have a ride on the train. Gawd that was not a fun ride up, train crammed with lots of people and my two little monkeys fighting and screaming.
Just wanted to block my ears and hide under the chair.
Had a good chat to my adviser, explained to him my story so far on this road realizing i have depression and the impact it has on my school.
Up date is ive dropped out of my externals, dropped out of the 2 subjects i enrolled to do next semester, but i enrolled in 2 subjects that are easy and only go for half the semester.
So all in all less stress and i feel better that i am still completing some subjects while i figure out my plan with dealing with my depression.
I was even more surprised with myself that i kept my composer and did not crumble and cry when discussing how i was not coping. HUGE first for me, i usually cry at a drop of a hat.
Train ride home was much much more bearable, as train was half empty and a passenger was entertaining my kids, who were attracted towards her for some reason. But hell it gave me peace and quiet.