There is hope for me yet
A page in the diary "Wednesday's Child"
Written by vivica 13. Sep 2008 07:46 PM
Here I am again at work, bludging internet. Which does make me feel a little bit bad (my bosses are so good to me!) but I felt compelled to write.
My appointment with the psych went really well, I always enjoy seeing him. The dr was alright too. But, obviously he's just not the same as my old dr :(... I'm sure all of my old dr's patients will be feeling the same.
I'm still on the Cymbalta and feeling pretty optimistic (today at least) about it.
My psych has suggested I get into some volunteer work with animals or some such. I imagine he was amazed to see how much calmer and happier I was when I was playing with Percy, his pet python (well, one of them) :D. So I've been giving that some thought.
He also supported my idea of discussing the difficulties I've been having at uni with Student Services. I just need to pluck up the courage. He also got me thinking of all the things I'm looking forward to at the moment. Did I mention I've almost finished paying for my Costa Rica trip?
My boyfriend and I are starting to look seriously about moving out, he'll be checking out an apartment in Parramatta on Monday. I, unfortunately, will be at work.
But if I can't trust the judgment of my boyfriend of four years, who can I trust?
And one of my favourite songs just came on the radio.
It all makes me feel like everything is going to be alright eventually. I hope I can hold onto this feeling, even if it's just for a couple of hours.
I know better but gosh it's nice...
I hope everyone is well.
I've been doing so much hoping lately.