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I am a prize twit

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Written by vivica 31. Aug 2008 07:53 PM

Or pregnant goldfish :).
I've been acting out a whole bunch. Stage one was to stop taking my medication, and to refuse to see a doctor. Now I feel like I'm constantly off my head but I suppose that will pass. I'm being a complete brat.
The only real trouble is, I'm not the only one it's hurting anymore.

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Aaaaaah u lookin for sympathy here or what???
Take your meds and stop bein a brat!

Written by Gyps, 31. Aug 2008 11:03 PM

Vivica

I felt you were harder on yourself than I could ever be about not taking your meds... and acting out...

somehow you need to ask yourself what you feel you need... sometimes we see the meds as something evil... and we think we need to stop them ... or else with the meds we are finally getting it together and think we no longer need the meds... either or...

being a brat is fine if you understand why you are doing it...

sometimes we just want to go back to the world we know... even if it is the crazy world... we know it and feel sort of safe there... this new world is scary and unknown... we do not feel safe there...

just some thoughts... i also read your post about leaving depnet... that is fine ... it is your choice... but also know you can come back whenever you want...

i am glad you got some support... and maybe you got some criticism too... but it is meant to make you think... feel free to follow your own path...

take care

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 1. Sep 2008 05:51 PM

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