Wish me luck
A page in the diary "Wednesday's Child"
Written by vivica 22. Aug 2008 10:38 AM
'ologist today. I'm nervous as hell. But I guess I always get that way before appointments of any sort. 3 shifts at work, chemistry post- and pre-lab, physics pre-lab, biocomplexity quiz study, human anatomy quiz study. Then an appointment with some 'iatrist before getting back to uni.
And a visit from sister and bub. We're all worried about the two of them because she's got this man friend... we don't know how she knows him or where she met him and let's just say it wasn't her good judgment that got her where she is today. I've already made my feelings quite clear to her... and to him, on the phone. Nobody f***s with my little sister ever again, but if she lets them then no one but no one will f*** with my niece, and I'm making sure of that.
So me and mum are already in pre-crisis mode as a precaution. Daddy won't talk about it. People I talk to (even my boyfriend!) don't understand our apprehension. They haven't lived through what this family has. I guess it's made up defensive. I KNOW it's made us defensive.
My big sister (now 14 weeks pregnant, due in Feb!!) has been such a wonderful support to me these few days. She told me to call her anytime... and makes sure I do. I just wish she'd worry more about herself and her situation than me and mine. But sisters will be like that I guess.
I'd better shower and find something to wear; the 'ologist is just a few hours away.
Eek.