I guess I'm a little bitter
A page in the diary "Wednesday's Child"
Written by vivica 20. Aug 2008 08:01 PM
I'm hanging in there. I mean, I'm trying. I'm losing motivation from Uni and I'm feeling worse than ever. Maybe it's my medication? It can have opposite to the intended affect on younger people.
I'd ask my doctor but was told upon trying to make that appointment that he's "not in general practice" and this "situation is indefinite". Although she said THE, the situation, with a hint of disdain...
So it's time to find a new one. But I don't feel well enough this week, so I might leave it for a couple of days. I'm starting seeing the psychologist the day after tomorrow so I'll talk about it to him I suppose...
My first lot of uni tests are coming up. What?, I only just got here, or so it seems. I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed but I know I'm not the only one. All I can try to do is my best. I'm happy scraping passes for now.
Oh, and now that it's official, I'm due to be an aunt again in February. My other sister this time (as people keep saying with a little bit of a sneer). Pretty exciting and/or terrifying, just like last time.
That'll do for now, I'm going to go crawl under my favourite blanket and forget about the world for a while.
EDIT at 8.30pm. Mental health team called. Had a really good chat with the lady. I'm seeing a psychiatrist (no charge) on Monday. I could just cry with gratitude.