update ohh dear
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Written by hunni 17. May 2008 05:40 AM
well here is my update.. i tried cleanin the house for dad as i had planned but had bad pains in the chest and started gettin the pains in the tummy again. neway much didnt get done.
i spend most of my day in bd tossin and turnin cos the pains were gettin bad, but finally fell asleep.
im thinkin maybe i should go into hospital and stay there until eveythin is sorted but im too scared i hate hospitals at the best of time. i duno im confused duno wot to do and dont want to hurt dad.
im sittin here and i still have the pains but just tryin to relax.
im startin to heluniate (i cnt spell soz) today layin in bed i had my eyes closed and then wen i opened them i swear i saw someone or somethin move past my door i looked twice n i could still see this figure but wen i turned the light on and got up nothin was there. its starin to scare me, i feel like im goin crazy..
i found out today my GP has gone away for 3 weeks so i have to see a different doc which ill b seein on mon :S
feel like i have too many problems and i just want to lay in bed an hide until they all disappear..
i dnt think ill write another diary for awhile cos i hav way too many problems and always seem to b dwn and dnt want to be known as the one who is always upset.. i duno i duno wot im thinkin my head is everywhere..
anyway if i dnt speak to u guys for awhile take care and hope everyone is well..
luv dee