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Written by hunni 21. Jul 2008 11:57 PM

i need to write a dairy but the fact is i dnt know wot to say. im not physically well atm n i dnt even know how i feel bout it im confused scared.
i have to b strong for the ppl who love me and im tryin so hard but i dnt think its workin. i cnt ignore it cos it will make the situation worse but i also cnt stress.
y do things happen to good ppl?? yeh i may have brought it on myself but i couldnt help it. i know im not alone n i feel the love n support i have but im just so scared. neway im off im gettin tired got no energy n had my sook.

take care
dee

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Dee

Take care of yourself... listen to those who love you...and also listen to your health professionals...

things can be fixed...

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 22. Jul 2008 12:27 AM

My psychologist (like any good psychologist) rarely gives much information on his own life, but once when I spent the session crying trying to explain about how I kept trying to pinpoint where everything went wrong, why all the bad stuff happened he said to me something along the lines of 'I don't know what it's like for you, but I do know how you feel, but the more you look for that answer, the more it'll drive you crazy'. I dismissed it as psychobabble, as time goes on and the questions drive me crazier and crazier I see the wisdom in what he said.

The questions you are asking now, and the ones I asked you on Friday night are the questions that will drive us crazier the longer we try to find the answers... Focus on getting your health back, the questions will still be there after if you want them to be

Written by babz, 22. Jul 2008 12:53 AM

Dear Hunni

Writing a diary is theraputic in itself, so just write what you feel and think at the time. Life throws some pretty (more like ugly) crazy shit at us and dealing with it can be totally overwhelming at best. Hang in there and just don't give up. Don't just be strong for the people in your life. Be strong for yourself - yeah, even if you feel like roadkill. There's a lot of satisfaction to be found in just getting up and getting on with life.

Good luck.

Written by mudgypsy, 22. Jul 2008 10:46 AM