Today's (8/7) the day!!!!
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Written by hunni 8. Jul 2008 12:41 AM
Today may be the hardest day for me but im goin to try an be strong an not let it tear me down. every year i lock myself away and hide from the world yet my goal today is to come out to the world, maybe go for a walk with the dog just to show im not lettin him win..i could say this all now cos im fellin stong but when it comes i may come undone.. but ill try my hardest so i can win i know i can do this an this ill win.i have the support an the love around me so hopefully i will grin..
today's the day,
the day i fear.
the day i have to be strong,
the day i forget my fears.
remember he cant hurt me,
remember im safe in my bed.
remember its in the past,
n not today instead.
try n be strong,
dnt let the tears fall,
show him ur better,
better than them all.
today's the day,
it all first started,
10 yrs ago,
was a 12yr old girl,
feeling safe at home.
instead this day,
ill remember til im old,
the day my innocence,
got taken away.
but i wont let it rule me,
i wont let it bring me down.
i will walk with my head up high,
instead of to the ground.
For he wont beat me,
yet ill always remember today,
but ill remember it as the day,
i let it say.
"i will not be affected, n dragged down cos im a survivor today"
im goin to beat this im goin to be strong one way or another im goin to have won...just tell myself i can do this and think positive!!!
Take care
Dee