Reject
A page in the diary "surprise surprise"
Written by g463 13. Sep 2008 01:27 AM
I don't know how I'm gonna get through the next 6 months. I have significant fear of moving house, yet I have to move.
It's not a rational thing, and no amount of consoling myself or desensitisation or of talking about it makes it better.
It's connected to how shit my life became after we moved house. Hell, I was in 2nd grade. I lost my friends and my security. Everyone new hated me. I never recovered.
And JM - she started the 'new kid' shit. I was supposedly in love with some boy or other. Then everyone hated me. The girls hated me. The boys hated me. I just didn't understand it. Left with only the rejected, naughty and dumb kids. Feigning compassion, and finding some solace in the fact that they looked up to me.
And look at me now. Still with the reject kids.