How frustrating...
A page in the diary "poo"
Written by wild_rose 28. May 2008 08:35 PM
Was suppose to go and catch up with a friend tonight for her b'day. Organised to go round there at about 8ish. Just texted her to let her know I was leaving soon, to find out she now won't be home untill around 9 and that I should go round then. Why is it that it is so difficult for some people to comprehend the fact that you are working and can't go out till all hours of the night, especially when you have to be up early for work. It just frustrates me to no end.
Work is going good too. Came close to a panic attack yesterday when I realised that the caterers stuffed up the delivery for our board meeting... So I had to race down and get it in my car. Just thankful that I was in the car when I felt it coming on. managed to get that under control quickly though by focusing on my breathing, and telling myself that there was no-one I was going to let this happen and I had to control it. So I'm learning how to manage the anxiety, which is good. The only bad thing was the aftermath of all he adrenaline that surged through my body because of it, took me a good 2 hours to calm the shaky feeling I had.
Car is going well, purring like a kitten again. I missedd my car when she was playing up. So annoyed at petrol prices though, I had to get rid of the stale fuel in my car, coz when my mum owned it she rarely put petrol in it coz it's on gas, so I had to run it to pretty muc empty and fill it with petrol, and run that down too. Well I filled up yesterday, and I'll say this I am thankful she normally runs on gas, $100 to fil it on petrol, compared to $40 on gas. I wouldn't be able to drive that thing into work if it was on straight petrol, no way.