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Trust and faith is for FOOLS!!!!

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Written by wild_rose 24. Mar 2008 02:53 PM

Trust is for FOOLS

To rely on other people in a time of need is a SERIOUS MISTAKE,

Only trust yourself, only rely on yourself, that way it will avoid dissapointment and hurt....

Especially never rely on your own family... LIKE THEY GIVE A TOSS... All they care about is THEMSELVES...

I am so hurt and so angry,
I feel betrayed, and she doesn't care, all she cares about is me satisfying her.

I guess it's just hard when it turns to be your own family, your own flesh and blood...

It hurts like hell and she doesn't even care

Complete and utter devastation

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She is so controlling, it's driving me insane.

She expects me drop what I'm doing and obey....

Can't she understand that I can't, I just can't

That's right thats not good enough its doesn't suit her

HOW DARE I!!!!!

I have to organise my life to suit her every demand

Excuse me for not living my pathetic life to suit her demands

Written by wild_rose, 24. Mar 2008 04:04 PM

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm who?????
your mum???
His mum???
Who's upset my jessie babe?????
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwa
xxx

Written by Gyps, 24. Mar 2008 06:32 PM

My mother... my own mother

Sometime I swear she does this just to torture me


She wants me to travel the 4 hours up tio get my cat, because she has now realised it was a terrible mistake to offer to take him.

I have to go up there, waste money in gas I DONT have just so I can take take him to animal shelter because I can't keep him here....


And I have to find the money that I don't have to get there ASAP to suit her...

Because she is yoo much of a cow to take him to the shelter an hour away...

YET I HAVE TO SPEND 8 HOURS ON THE ROAD TO DO SO

She is such a bitch, she won't put herself for 2 hours yet I'm expected to put myself for the entire and waste money I don't have...

SHE IS SELFISH...

It hurts.

I can't run after her every demand, when will she learn to accept that...

That's right she won't

She's my mother and although I was booted out 10 years ago she still thinks she can order me around...

And if I can't obey, then I'm made to feel like selfish, lazy and pathetic human being....

I guess she won I do feel worthless and pathetic again...

Thanks mum

Written by wild_rose, 24. Mar 2008 06:43 PM

Now I'm going to loose my last cat, my last baby, my little boy...

Why did I try to hold off the hurt of this, I should've known it was inevetable

Oh thats right I thought my mother really would help me out... I TRUSTED HER

And now I have to deal with the loss of all my cats.

I should've taken him too, I should've known its was futile hanging on to this strand of hope...

I should've known that this would happen... I felt it

I should have known this would happen and she'd expect me to drive up just so I could endure the agony of having to get rid of him...

Written by wild_rose, 24. Mar 2008 07:04 PM

Can u take him where u r? If not I'll look afta him 4 th time being 4 u. Plus u could still c him, Im eastern suburbs, 15 mins past Babz. Did Mikey giv u my mobile #? Txt me & I'll giv u my home # & addy.
Cheer up Jessie babe
Mmmwa
xxx

Written by Gyps, 24. Mar 2008 08:20 PM

He's only a kitten right? Coz I got 2 maltese shizui's, and a male grown up cat thats a prick but if u think yr boy will b ok I'll take him 4 u.
xxx

Written by Gyps, 24. Mar 2008 08:26 PM

Jess

I am so sorry to hear your news.. pls contact gyps... he is only a kitten and the puppies will be fine with him... he is young...

jess call gyps... asap...

take care...

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 24. Mar 2008 11:35 PM

Jess

Your mother sounds like Queen Bee. Hope you have sorted the cat issue out and he is at Gyps' place.

Go Jess!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 31. Mar 2008 07:22 PM