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Written by wild_rose 16. Mar 2008 12:01 PM

Work is driving me bonkers yet again, I have finally proven to myself that no-one in that place is trustworthy and that they are all two faced, it high time I high tail it out of there, thankfully they don't know ALL my plans, only fragments of my job seeking has been let slip, and that's how it will remain. I still have a few things inside I deliberately didn't let slip due to the fact I didn't believe them that trustworthy... so glad I'm not that stupid... Now comes the fun, Go in do my ROSTERED days, no more, and if I get asked to come in on a day off I am simply busy, no elaboration whatsoever, I don't have to give an explanation as to why I can't come in on a day off. and if they don't like it tough...

I have a few more aces tucked away, which I will reveal in due course... Mainly because of the fact I have a sneaking suspicion that they may know of my diary on here... I may also just be paranoid, coz of all the two faced bitching occurring, so I think caution is advisable...

Frankly if they have found my diary and read it, I don't care. They ever confront me about it, and I'd tell them to bang it, it's none of their business anyway...

Last day at the flat today, so I really don't know how often I'll be able to write on here anymore... Hopefully soon enough, I'll have the net on the laptop, some how I'll find a way, heh.

Went out last night to a friends 21st b'day, managed to brave myself through a panic attack and fought it off when I was in the car park, ended up having a blast, then went into the city and got a little bit drunk. I enjoyed myself, so thats good

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Comments from the community:

I get called too.
The busy answer is fine, but some smart arses ask why. Better response is...that woulda been great, but I've got appointments today, really hope you get someone though..see you on (whatever day).

Written by wirralie, 16. Mar 2008 12:16 PM

My daughter has that problemat her work she just doesmt answer the phone. Also 3 has a internet offer so does a couple of other isps for mobile use of your laptop. TC

Written by Deleted_User, 16. Mar 2008 06:15 PM

Rose

I'm with Wirallie about not going to work on days off - but think carefully about it before responding - you may need the money if something happens at work and you have to leave. Please don't cut off you nost to spite your face. You could be a little paranoid about things so be careful and do things you would normally do.

So the last day has come. Hope you and b/f are settled at his mum's and remember good will come out of this.

Go Rose!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 17. Mar 2008 12:06 AM

PS Rose

Good on you for getting out and about for a 21st birthday and surviving a panic attack. Go Girl!!!

Go Rose!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 17. Mar 2008 12:07 AM