An update
A page in the diary "poo"
Written by wild_rose 13. Mar 2008 11:14 AM
Haven't been able to get on here as much as I would like to recently, kinda sucks, I have net at the bf's mum's place, but it's on the shared computer, and well yeah, that makes me a little uncomfortable, I'll have it on my laptop soon, so that'll be good.
At the flat right now, using the net, but i wont be able to do that for much longer.
Slowly moving everything out of the flat, it's a long and depressing process, as the flat becomes emptier, the more down about it I feel, it's really hitting hard now, the fact that I have to be out by Monday. Don't quite know where my life is headed at the moment, this year has been full of drastic changes, and I can only see more on the horizon, I don't know how I will cope with all these changes, but I guess I have no choice but to just accept it and hope things may work out for me for a change.
Been having no choice recently but to face my social anxiety, and I've had to do it all on my own, sucks big time, I've had to supress so many anxiety attacks this weeks, just so I don't look lazy and pathetic, and so I can avoid questioning.
Took the plates in for the commodore today to Vicroads, so I'll be getting a fairly decent refund on that considering the rego was only paid 3 weeks ago, and I paid full price.
Work hasn't called me in for any extra shifts this week Thankfully.
I guess thats all for now.