Making an Appointment Tommorrow
A page in the diary "poo"
Written by wild_rose 4. Jun 2008 12:07 AM
I'm calling the doctor tomorrow and going to see about getting something to help with the anxiety. At present I am on nothing for anything, I think that needs to change. I at least need something for the anxiety. BUT I don't plan going back on anti-depressants. I haven't found one that makes me feel 'better' they either aggrevate the depression and make me suicidal, or they make they anxiety worse, which was mostly the case and I certainly don't want that it's bad enough as it is.
Gonna be difficult getting something just for the anxiety, most doctors have just wante to put me on the a/d's and claim they'll help the anxiety and that they don't want to prescribe me anything like valium.
It actually sucks, really bad, but I will make an appointment tomorrow anyway and see what can be done, It has to bea new doctor though, coz all my old doc's are a good 40 min drive away, and it may be a good thing, because maybe I can just leave the depression out of it. I know it's not really the best idea, but nowadays anyway it IS mostly the anxiety that is playing up, and it's a nasty circle anyway, the more axious I become the more down on myself I become for letting the anxiety get to me and effect me so much.
Anyway I'll just stick to what I want and tell them where they can put there a/d's I wont take them, too many bad experiences from them, so I'll pass. Anyway I know that valium helps, I have been on it before, when I was in hospital a year ago, after an attempt... I know that they did something and did alleviate my anxiety.
PS... Thanks to those people who have commented on my recent posts and showed their support to me recently. I appreciate it