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I'M SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY!!!

A page in the diary "THE BITCH AND THE WITCH..........."
Written by lesleyk 24. Mar 2008 09:46 PM

Even though my Mum and I never got on in our life together, she did pass on something to me, that I'm really feeling lousy about now. My Mum although she had a nasty mouth, had a beautiful big giving heart and would help anyone anytime. Unforunately, I inherited the heart part as well as all the health issues.
I owe all you Deppies a HUGE APOLOGY for offering my frienship and concern to you all. I should learn to keep my hands off the keyboard and my heartfelt feelings to myself.
It has cost me nothing but lies being spread about myself, abuse from other Deppies and cracks about running the chat room. I dont run the chat room or any other room for that matter. I just have to big a heart and am concerned for others.

FROM THE WHOLE (NOT JUST THE BOTTOM) OF MY HEART , I HUMBLY APOLOGISE TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU MY OFFER OF FRIENSHIP.

I will try to pull my head in and not do it anymore, so please excuse my rudeness for awhile until the rest of me turns to stone, a dead lifeless, feelingless being.

TO LS, i know you accept me as I am and I do thank you for all your love and concern. Id have nothing if it wasnt for you. Even when Ive hurt you, you wait for it to pass with me. I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR RUBBER BALL SIS.

Thank you to the Deps who have put up with me, but I will try my hardest so I dont turn yopu against me too.
Take care and again, IM SORRY

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huh?

Written by Gyps, 24. Mar 2008 09:52 PM

Les you have nothing to be sorry for, what you are doing is comming from your heart, if they dont understand that it is their problem not yours.
You have a very kind nature do not let anybody take that away from you, if you do you will loose some of your personality.
Keep up the good work you are doing with the deppies and enjoy yourself.
Hugs and kisses
Maxt

Written by Deleted_User, 24. Mar 2008 09:56 PM

Hi Lesley,

You have my friendship.

Written by wonderwoman, 24. Mar 2008 10:04 PM

Les

I was in a pretty bad way the day you reached out to me on chat and if you hadn't done so I'm not sure where I would be now.

There will always be people who will criticise things no matter what you do. Please don't let these people bring you down. You have a great sense of humour and have made me laugh more in the past couple of months than I think I have in my whole life.

Please continue to be true to yourself and I know that there are many people who are grateful that you have taken to reach out to them and showed them that you care.

((((((Les))))))

Love Jenny

Written by lifesucks, 24. Mar 2008 10:21 PM

Les,
You don't have any reason to apologise. You are who your are and no one can change that. You are a kind hearted lady that offers friendship to many. Even when you are going through tough times, you are still there offering your hand in friendship,a nd that is really wonderful.
I am really happy that I have your friendship. People just have to accept you for who your are and please don't change to suit them
Your friendship is a treasure to alot of us
Take care and be kind toyourself
The Captain lol
Lynne

Written by chookie67, 24. Mar 2008 10:27 PM

les

U have nothing to apologise for.

Take care

Mikey xxx

Written by Mikey, 24. Mar 2008 10:28 PM

Mum,

You have always been there for me. If you didn't have the heart you have now, I would be no where. Trust me.

Love you lots

DepDaughter

Written by WhiteDove, 24. Mar 2008 10:34 PM

Les...You have beeen there for me through my good times and bad..You are a beautiful lady and don't change...Love Hoops.

Written by calmer, 25. Mar 2008 05:40 AM

lesley, i would like to thankyou for offering your friendship to me, it does mean alot.

Kate

Written by Deleted_User, 25. Mar 2008 12:18 PM

Hi Les,

I feel this diary entry is aimed at me after the other night. All i said was that you are the "Queen" of Depnet and that you helped everyone on there. I didn't think that it was a bad comment, i was actually putting you on a pedestal that i feel you deserved.

I can't apologize anymore than i have, i feel sick again, it hurts when i feel i have hurt someone else's feelings.

Sorry les,

Luv Nouse

Written by Nouse, 27. Mar 2008 08:38 PM

Les

No need for an apology. You are doing what comes naturally to you and it is a good thing for us deppies to know that someone is there for us.

Go Lesley!!!

Mrs Studying1

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