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Friends here, what a load of Crap!!!!!!!!

A page in the diary "THE BITCH AND THE WITCH..........."
Written by lesleyk 26. Feb 2008 10:52 PM



They reckon that there is a sucker born everyday and I must be the Queen of Suck. Friends, well I've never had any so I dont expect to have any either. It wasnt that long ago, maybe a week that I was told I didnt have any friends here, well Ive worked it out, and I really dont.
The one I thought I did have deserves better than me. Im not good enough for anyone. Even my daughter ran away from me , but hey what do I expect there, I'm just a useless blot on society. To clear thing up before I leave , Ive been told I called Mickm a male Sl-t,by a fellow deppie. Like hell I have and I challenge that deppie to come to me with the crap. Mick and I had sorted our stuff out and he knows where he stands with me and me with him.
To the people who pretended to be my friend thanks anyway, but I'd rather you hadnt of than just be pretend ones. I cant handle false people,or liars. I will not be fooled again or played for an idiot, so find someone else to play for a fool.

My babe, sorry Hun, not as good as u thought , but hey life is full of disappointment and Im a big one. We learn by our mistakes and you will get stronger as life goes on. Look after Dad and make sure you dont waste one minute with him.All the best my babe.

LS, hey what can I say , Im just no good told you that , but I still love you Jen. I cant hurt you anymore now Babe. Take care Jen and look after those boys of yours. They will look after u better than i ever could. Mick, hey mate thanks for at least sorting this crap out with me. Take care and stay strong.

Hope you treat others as real friends, cause I couldnt find any here that didnt run me down too.



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Comments from the community:

U can choose yr friends but not yr family.
Perhaps u need 2 choose a lil more carefully? u R afta all forming friendships with words on a comp screen.
Hmmm no wonder we're all crazy on here if u think bout it like that-
Friends with words on a comp screen

Written by Gyps, 26. Feb 2008 11:39 PM

Les i have know idea what it is that i have done, i have always tried to be there when u will let me, i care about u and i considered u to be a friend, if i have done something i apologise for that and ask that u please let me know what it was.
Sometimes things on here can be misunderstood but i would never do anything to deliberately hurt u, this sends me crazy when i have upset someone and don't know why
please take care les
love u

(((((((((((((les))))))))))))))

B1

Written by bananas, 27. Feb 2008 05:23 AM

Les

I do count you as a friend on here - Im just sorry I havent been on here much lately to support you but if I see you on here I will definitely talk to you - youve been a great support to me.

Take care of you Les.

Love & Kisses
Louise

Written by Lulubell, 27. Feb 2008 08:46 AM

Hey lesley,

I just wanted to tell you how much you helped me in chat the other day. I really appreciate your time and care with me, you had such patience and took a real interest and it meant alot to me.

We can't get along with the whole world all of the time, so don't beat yourself up too much about misunderstandings or the odd falling out....or just not 'seeing eye to eye' with someone. It happens, but its not a reflection on you, or even 'them'. Maybe try to focus on the good interactions over the bad ones...if you can (easier said than done as I well know) because you never can tell when you are making a huge and positive impact on someones life, the way you have to mine.

Hugs, MT

Written by MT, 27. Feb 2008 01:37 PM

Lesley

I have no idea what has happened for this entry or the previous one about friends. I consider you a friend as you are always polite to me in the chat room. Guess Gyps is right in her reply - you might need to choose more carefully and remember we are all doing this through the computer and things get lost in translation to some people.

Hope you stay as you have every right to be here as the rest of the deppies.

Go Lesley!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 27. Feb 2008 04:01 PM