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Written by lesleyk 23. Feb 2008 02:23 AM

Well as if I dont have enough happening im my life, I needed this as much as a hole in the head.I dont want your sympathy or pity, but was nice to know where I stand, nowhere. Thanks Mickm for telling me that everyone was a false friend and talked about me behind my back. I appreciate honesty and despise liars. I have forced away the person who I believed was my true friend, as I know I dont have any.

Sorry for the cruel way I did it, but I know you wont go easily. I did love you and what I thought was a genuine friendship.

One good thing I guess is while you are all running me down, you are leaving some poor buggar alone, so have fun.I did enjoy myself here and the talks I had were nice, but now have doubts about everyone of them.
The Dep who reckons I was after him, hell no. Too much maintence there for me. I wanted to be a friend, hence the extra effort in trying to make you feel good about yourself.I wasnt coming onto you, just trying to make you feel that you are a worthwhile part of life. Im me and I am a very open and honest person, obviously too upfront for you, as you read it all wrong.
I hope the Deppies dont lose the site , because some are in genuine need and not out to score a partner.

I'd say goodbye, but I have no friends here so say thanks for the time outlaid in your falseness. Thanks for your opinion of me Mickm but hell mate, u wish Id want you.

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Comments from the community:

we are not all false friends Les, i know we don't talk alot, i think maybe i'm a little boring for u, but i'm here to talk to whenever you need, don't go pushing everyone away and calssing us all under the same category, i care about you les.
Take care, hope we can talk soon.

(((((((((((((Les)))))))))))))

B1

Written by bananas, 23. Feb 2008 03:32 AM

Lesley

I'm with B1. I don't know any of this diary entry and we have had pleasant chats when we have spoken in the chat room. Don't tarnish all with the same brush because we are not all like that.

I think you are a nice person and learning to cope with depression/mental illness like the rest of us.

Don't go as people do care about you. Your depnet daughter will be distraught if you leave her.

Go Lesley!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 23. Feb 2008 03:44 AM

WTF???
What a load of total bullshit!
Who told u this garbage?
What proof do u hav its legit???
FUCK this, I dont talk bout ya behind ya back les, if I got sumthin 2 say I'll say it 2 yr face... Then kick yr arse!!! Hehehe
Mmmwa
xxx

Written by Gyps, 23. Feb 2008 05:27 AM

Heya,

Wow. All I can say is whenever I've been in the chat nothing was said about you. I quite liked chatting to you, the few times I was in chat the same time as you were.

-- KazzaX

Written by KazzaX, 23. Feb 2008 08:33 AM

Les

I'm new to the site, but feel your pain. In reading some of the others responses, I agree, not all of us here should be classed together.

You sound like myself, just someone trying to cope with the depression and all its issues, the biggest being trust of others. I have no right to ask, but don't toss in the towel. There are those here that enjoy chatting with and care about you.

Take care

Written by coping101, 23. Feb 2008 10:05 AM

Hi les,

I dont know what happened last night, i truly dont but what ever happened should'nt have...

i'm so confused this morning, so upset..just so mixed up.

Your a great person les and i wish we could all get along on this site.

So many chaleenges before us, so much probs in our lives, just so much to cope with so we dont need anymore strees or pain or hurt.

Any way, this probably is'nt making much sence, thats cause i'm so confused this morning...all i can say is sorry and trust you and ls wont loose your friendship.

mickm

Written by Deleted_User, 23. Feb 2008 10:36 AM

Hi Lesley

I don't know what happened in chat as i wasn't there but i do know that, i for one haven't chatted about you behind your back, we have talked in the room but can honestly say i don't know you that well,you can call me a friend in the sense that i haven't stabbed you in the back ever, i will say i haven't been in chat allot lately cos of some of the shit that goes down, so just hang in there and ignore whats said or take a break for a while but don't remove yourself completely please, all the best.

Al

Written by Al1970, 23. Feb 2008 01:47 PM

Les

Ive just got back on here and just want to say you have been a great friend to me I really appreciate you I need your support and Im sure you need mine - please get on MSN if not here.

Cheers to you to a fantastic gal.

Take care
Louise

Written by Lulubell, 24. Feb 2008 09:46 AM

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