My Job
A page in the diary "I hate myself"
Written by Nouse 13. Apr 2008 01:22 PM
Hi All,
Well, i accepted the job and i start tomorrow, now i'm really scared. Hubby thinks it will be good for me to get back into the workforce slowly instead of going back full time straight away, if at all. I sort of agree but......
My back is so bad, i went to see a GP, and all he did was prescribe me Valium to knock me out so my body can rest, it is not working and i am in so much pain i cry all the time, what a baby hey!! It is like having a hot knife shoved in my back and hip whenever i move and all the morphine, Valium, anti-inflammatory meds aren't helping one little bit.
How the hell am i going to be able to start my new job tomorrow and be in so much pain??? I can't tell them i cant go, that wouldn't look good for my first week would it?
Oh well, i will just have to do the best i can and if i can't stay at work and they have to find someone else, so be it, i can't stuff them around it is not fair.
Sorry all, hate to whinge all the time.
Take care.
Luv Nouse