Not sure about this
A page in the diary "I hate myself"
Written by Nouse 5. Apr 2008 12:20 PM
Hi everyone,
I am not sure about how i feel right now, have been on some sort of high for the last couple of days, not even sure why but i have to grasp those days when i can, i know that.
It has all gone a bit pear shaped late yesterday, came down with a great big thud!! My Mum has been taken to hospital with heart problems and they are keeping her in for tests for a few days. She has had these before, but they never seem to come up with anything. Her blood pressure has been extremely high, so i am hoping she is not having a stroke or something. The doctor's aren't saying much at this stage, just that are doing tests, not much to go on is it?
As well as that, my beautiful friends on this site are getting verbally attacked for having depression, it is so distressing to see what is happening and have no power to fix it for them. I hope the moderators can do something about this person and any others that think of doing the same thing before someone does the unthinkable after copping a comment like this. I know the Mods did comment on the diary that was trashed, but i an not sure this is enough.
I can't stand this sort of crap, hurting other people verbally or physically is just not on, no matter what.
If you think i am passionate about this, think about maybe why.
I was so very upset yesterday and have hardly slept all night for worry about my friend and my Mum, am very teary today and am wandering thru the house not sure what to do with myself.
I might go back to bed for a while and maybe try to get some sleep, that may help a little.
Sorry all, i am a bit distressed this morning. Take care everyone.
Luv Nouse