Out of Hospital
A page in the diary "I hate myself"
Written by Nouse 24. Mar 2008 09:25 PM
Hi All,
I have just had the stint in hospital that i have been fearing for a while now. Not sure how i feel just yet, but i am glad to be home, so i suppose that is a good start.
As per usual, they filled me with drugs to get me through the days, but then the fog started to lift a little. I know it was for my own good, but at the time it doesn't feel that way.
I missed my hubby so much it hurt and even missed the kids at times when i was with it enough to worry about anything.
Now i have to get my life back together AGAIN, after throwing in my job. i now have to get another one so i can contribute to the family unit again. Hubby keeps telling me it is OK, but i feel i need to do my bit to feel worthy. I probably won't go back full time so i can spend some more time with the kids, but i will see what i can get.
Anyway, thought i had better touch base as i had been gone for a while, not that anyone probably noticed.
Take care all,
Luv Nouse