Can it get any worse than this
A page in the diary "I hate myself"
Written by Nouse 11. Feb 2008 08:38 PM
Going back to work today, was worse than i thought it would be, and i didn't think that was possible.
I was feeling so physically sick this morning, i nearly didn't go, but i thought i had let them down enough by taking so much time off with my back. How could they rely on someone like me?
My boss was so off handish this morning, he just wanted to cover his own arse by making me get confirmation from a doctor that i was ok to come back. I was astounded as i thought this sort of stuff only happened if you made compo claims, something i have never done or want to do.
I am so upset at his attitude as I have worked so hard for this company, even taking work home at night to make sure deadlines were met.
I am beside myself at the moment and this is a really big step backwards for me. I thought it would be bad, but not this bad. Seems my thinking that i am useless is right and has now been confirmed by my workplace bosses.
Just another kick in the guts i suppose, but i have had enough. How many kicks can someone stand.