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Written by snapdragon 15. Feb 2008 09:13 PM

I am what you would call middle aged. I am loud/quiet/outspoken/reserved.
I broke my ankle last year in august. In 3 places. I had 12 weeks to go to finish a nursing degree. I have been divorced twice. I have 3 children and 1 grandson.
I am in pain all of the time.
Another site banned me for speaking up, just before xmas, it was hard.
I am learning to walk again and want to finish degree this year. I can't see that happening.
I am living in a place where I am a survivor of violence. I cant move yet dont have the funds, my job as a nurse was supposed to help.
I try not to be angry and blame me or anyone else.
I am lost.
I love music, but have to keep it quiet.
I have to be quiet.
i am on meds for depresion and anxiety but trying to come off.
No one understands what the break in foot meant.
My daughters are grown and my son is 12.
I want to give up but cant.
Today I had another x ray on foot, not looking good.
What happened to fair???
snappy

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Snappy

Welcome to depnet and I hope you find it beneficial. I can relate to the second sentence of your diary - loud/quiet/outspoken/reserved. No one on here would guess it but I am all those things as well. I think I have become a little more extroverted since I joined depnet and I have a firey temper because I am a redhead.

Hope you get to finish your degree - I am in the same boat 11 subjects to go with my second degree.

You will find as long as you don't breach the depnet etiquette, you will be fine here and I hope you make some great friends here who can relate to you and support you.

Go Snappy!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 15. Feb 2008 09:19 PM

Snap,

Sorry to miss you tonight. i know how things are no good for you mate, but Im here if you need to talk.We've chatted before and I really feel for you. Get my details and contact me. Ive changed my name now but the same ol me. Chin up babe xxxx

Muir

Written by lesleyk, 15. Feb 2008 09:39 PM

thanks for the support,it means a lot.
I didnt expect to be in this situation at this time in my life. I wish I knew as much now as I thought I did when I was 20.
I am grateful for the health of my children but not happy with eldest's attitude (23) she thinks she can just snap her fingers and I will be there.She is mother of my grandson.
Im coming off prozac so going to put this low mood at the moment down to that.
I want to hide from the world, dont want anymore abuse and I want and deserve some respect.
just feeling crappy I expect.
snapdragon

Written by snapdragon, 16. Feb 2008 12:57 PM

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