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Blue

Please see your psychiatrist or psychologist to see what you are sabotaging work - this is the second warning isn't it? I wouldn't like you to loose your job as it is the most horrid experience in life - I lost mine in January 2005 and that is why we have the court case and it is dragging on and costing me money and I won't get closure until the end of this court case!!! Closure is important for me and if I can settle before going to court would be great closure.

Please be careful and don't risk your job. You need it as the pension is a pittance/hard to live on.

Go Blue!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 9. May 2008 04:25 PM

Bluefix

Well you know what you are doing... you know what will happen... you will lose your job... you are trying to make this happen... you are trying to create your world to fit into some idea in your head... how can you be a loser if you are succeeding at something and how can you be sad and depressed if you have a job you like...

your sabotaging is a symptom... you are out of your comfort zone... so you want the world to be back to what you know...

No job no money no happiness no joy no way out...

think about it...

by destroying everything around you ... you feel at peace... and depressed...

Sorry ... I have done this myself... at the moment my workplace is not playing the game properly ... they do not sack me... they are not fair... so I will go to the next level ... because I am not worth it... they shouldn't be good to me...

Think about it... maybe it isn't true for you ... maybe it is...

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 9. May 2008 06:19 PM