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Written by bluefix 2. May 2008 12:01 AM

I went to work today, was nice and early.

Its funny ( not!) still have thoughts - disjointed, my mind going over 'that I am depressed'... wondering when I will notice a shift or forget that it is a part of me?

I want to start socialising alot more.. and not worry about what other people think..

To do whatever I can to keep my life interesting.. make my life alot more fuller..

Its wierd to feel and think in terms of a void.. of not having anything to say.. no conversation sometimes.. wondering why there is a void in the first place.. a nothingness...

I tend to read to fill my mind with other things.. to imagine and escape.. to help fill the emptiness that happens sometimes.

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hi bf depression is so up and down for me one day l can be so strong l think l can get over anything then most days l am as meek as a mouse and everything scares me. ldont really worry about what other people think about me as who are they to judge you .l think if people judge you they dont really know you that well l dont get out much as l have agrophobia panic attacks,so l dont socialise much l think it is important to do what you feel comfortable with not what society expects you to do l wish you well in the future and be happy with who you are and stand up and be proud take care for now ;rubee

Written by rubee, 2. May 2008 11:13 AM

Blue

This is a great diary even with the thoughts. We all have strange thoughts when we have depression and it is good you are working and recognising the thoughts you are having.

Stay positive and strong.

Go Blue!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 2. May 2008 04:50 PM

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