Woke up Tired today
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Written by bluefix 14. Mar 2008 06:53 PM
I woke up tired today.. really drained.. I rang in and didnt go to work.. that was at 730am and didnt wake up till 430pm in the afternoon?
Am wondering what that was all about?
I really want to make more of an effort at work, seeing as I only work 3 days..
My Parents went away yesterday afternoon.. so I am thinking I have taken advantage of them not being around.. if they were here I would have gone to work!
I am off to work tommorrow.. will force myself if I have to.. I really want my life to be more like I want it to be.. than how it actually is at the moment..
and that will only happen if I make the effort.
Maybe its a case of 3 steps forward 6 steps back? It feels like I am on a bit of a see-saw.. up and down.. I guess I can just look at it, as honouring whats going on.. however I can keep choosing - I dont have to follow through when my mind says dont go into work.
Hope everyone has a calm and peaceful weekend.. :)