still having trouble focusing
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Written by bluefix 6. Feb 2008 04:33 PM
I was meant to go to work today, to fill in papers to start back at work.. Im too messed up at the moment.. and find it really difficult to concentrate on anything for a period of time.
I rang my boss.. and asked if I could go in next week instead.. which means I have to 'stick to my word'. and do it.
I was in bed for most of the morning.. then my brother and niece came around.. and I got up.
Ive had a shower and washed my hair this arvo.. and done a few drawings and watched a show I like called Moonlight.. plus crocheted around a face washer... thats my afternoon..
I really need to start seeing a counsellor to help me get things into a better perspective.. am getting caught up in alot of worry.. feeling uncomfortable around other people.
I still havent left the house yet.. for a walk... I sat outside for a while today .. while I did some doodles..
My mind seems to be either blank.. or full..