my first entry
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Written by bluefix 4. Feb 2008 01:55 PM
Today is my first entry. I have had depression on and off since I was young. I think it stems from comparing myself to others... and not seeing myself in a positive light.
Recently, I decided to leave my job and move to a coastal town.. without forward planning it... once I got there I started to spiral into a depression.
I have my old job back, havent started yet.. will be back at work next week.. Meanwhile I have been sleeping alot and finding it hard to do anything at all.
It has been a huge challenge.
I was laying in bed today.. thinking I feel terrible.. I may as well get up and feel terrible, instead of laying in bed..
I have much to learn and remember from past experiences.