Unmedicated and cursed with Libido
A page in the diary "Is the plural of Precipice "Precipi"?"
Written by akita1970 28. Aug 2008 04:40 PM
I've been unmedicated now for close to 8 weeks. All is going quite well with the exception of one thing.... My libido has come crashing back like a angry bull rhino.
'Great!' I hear you say...so what's the problem?
The problem is my partner does not share my newfound enthusiasm. My propensity to cheat is growing day by day.... I'm sickened at how I'm behaving and what I'm thinking of, but feel powerless to stop it.
I was under the impression that when I beat my substance addictions the attraction with illicit sex would go, and now I find out it's been here all along; just chemically supressed.
I feel angry that she won't reciprocate, and I feel disgusted with myself that I'm acting like this.... but I genuinely feel as if I'm heading for some type of watershed moment in my relationship if a balance is not met.
I'm sick with the flu at the moment and not even the resulting painful ear infection dampens my angry alien sex drive.