wishes
A page in the diary "to give my feelings a voice"
Written by northrnbelle 26. Jan 2008 07:29 AM
i wish i could say i'm feeling better, but i'm not... in addition to the depression i've been feeling some pretty intense anxiety lately, and i'm not sure where its coming from. i breathe but it keeps feeling like i'm not getting enough oxygen.
maybe its from thinking about going to a support group. the next one is on Sunday afternoon. i looked up the address and went by the building yesterday but the office was just closing so i couldn't get any idea of what it was like inside.
got a cancellation spot with my counsellor so i'm seeing her again finally on Tuesday. i just really haven't been coping well and i've haven't been seeing her for very long so i don't know if i can talk to her about what i've been doing.
i wish every day wasn't so hard
often i wish i had never been born