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Written by northrnbelle 20. Jan 2008 06:35 AM

i too am scared that they might suddenly pull the plug on this website. i don't go in the chat room because i've actually never been in one, and i don't think i could type fast enough to keep up! (i have nerve damage in one hand from an accident when i was 12) i haven't been here long, but i've found the process of putting my thoughts out there, and being able to give and receive feedback has been very helpful so far.

of course, the tracks my mind takes has me thinking that just when i've found something good it will be ripped away from me again.

does anyone else ever wonder if the meds are real?? sometimes i think i'm just getting sugar pills for all the good they seem to do - or maybe i'm just paraniod.

i feel cold and tired and would just like to crawl into a hole and disappear today

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Comments from the community:

NB

Go into the chat room and experience it for yourself. It is great - supportive and friendly most times - like I found last night with a whole lot of new deppies.

I like you hope they don't close down anything but they have done it before and can do it again if they want to.

Go NB!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 20. Jan 2008 06:54 AM

Applejuice-that is a really facile comment and it does not contribute at all to this diary entry.

Depnet will not be closed down, however we are considering shutting the chatroom, since that is where a lot of the recent strife on Depnet has been originating.

Written by Moderator, 21. Jan 2008 11:44 AM

sorry all - i would have deleted that comment sooner but i wasn't back at a computer until now... beginning of my Monday here and i have to start working now... will touch base again later

Written by northrnbelle, 22. Jan 2008 01:24 AM

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